Princess of her own world

2010-11-21T06:59:00.000-08:00

I know no one updates their blog anymore.. What with Twitter and Facebook dominating our pages. Well, I confess. I had a two way affair with both of them behind my blog's back. But let me tell you that there is nothing better then pouring your thoughts and opinions in great detail than having to cramp all that you want to say into two lines.

All that has happened, all that is happening and all that will happen seems like a blur. Time is on a standstill for now I guess. For me, anyways. The rest of the world seems to be going on fine. All is well in this fast paced life of ours. We dont take a step back to appreciate all the good things we have going on for us. Just focus on the bad and all the things we lack. Kinda sick if you think about it. But then again, would you, what with being in a fast paced society, stop to even think about it?

The ever glamorous 21st birthday is coming up. Ok, maybe for me it's not going to be a big deal. Hell even my family isnt planning anything. Not even a cake. And to top it off, people I consider my own are telling me 1 month in advance that they wont be able to make it for my birthday. Heck I dont even have anything planned for you to even miss. So you can stop acting all guilt ridden. Much appreciated.

Then there is the thing about the future. What am I going to do? Why am I still not working? Why this? Why that? Piss off will you!!

2010-09-03T04:03:00.000-07:00

Never got the idea of breaking up and going back on with one another. Someone, please enlighten me.

2010-08-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I dont get what satisfaction others get by saying they are going to do one thing and then at the very last moment, do a whole different thing. I mean I just dont get it. Is it a bloody mind game ya'll like to play. To show that you have power over what goes one? I JUST DONT GET IT! PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT ON EARTH DO YOU GET BY DOING IT. PLEASE.

ZOMG!!!!!!!

I get myself too emotionally attached to one thing that I tend to block all the rest out. That's my biggest mistake and me being the stubborn one, I never learn from this huge ass mistake. I do it to myself over and over and over again. ARGHHHHHH!

Fuck This.

2010-07-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I shall be back in Aug with regular post in a fresh new place. I LOVE YOU MY DARLINGS

2010-06-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

Being a good girl, I didnt stay out late today. Watched POP today with a friend.. SUCKED ASS! But it was ok I guess. Not as fantastic as I thought it was.. lol

Been a while since I put up a decent entry huh.. Looking pretty dull without any fun pictures...

I think its too soon,

I think its too fast,

I think I'm making a mistake,

I think we might make it,

I think we might not work,

I think I'm falling for you,

I think we will grow.

They say that we must prepare to fail,

I think I will keep fighting till I cant.

We wont fall. We will grow.

loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

K. Sujitha Nair D/O K. Kalarasingam Nair S/O Krishnan Nair.

2010-05-17T03:17:00.000-07:00

1) I HAVE 10 MORE WEEKS LEFT IN THAT FREAKING HELL HOLE.
2) I WILL GET MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK REAL SOON.
3) I'M MISSING YOU, EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE 5 MINS AWAY FROM ME.
4) I FEEL LIKE I'M FIGHTING A LOSING BATTLE WITH MY FAMILY WITH EVERY DISCUSSION THAT REVOLVES AROUND MY FUTURE.
5) DISCUSSING ABOUT MY PLANS FOR THE FUTURE DEPRESSES ME FYI. COS THE SIBLINGS THINK I'M MAKING A MISTAKE. LIKE THEY ALWAYS THINK I AM.
6) I DO NOT WANT TO WORK OR GO INTO ANYTHING REMOTELY LINKED TO TOURISM. END OF DICUSSION.
7) SPA ALANGARA'S FACIAL SUCKS ASS!
8) I LOVE BUYING PRETTY UNDIES!!
9) I HAVE A LONGGG ASS LIST OF THINGS TO DO AND DATES TO GO ON WITH MY DARLINGS.
10) I WANT TO REVAMP MY ROOM!! PAINT IT RED!
11) I NEED TO DO SOMETHING DRASTIC TO MY HAIR.
12) LOVES SENDING HAND WRITTEN LETTERS TO HER FRIENDS. FOR THE FUN OF IT.
13) I WANT MORE CLUBBING DATES!
14) I LOVE DRAWING ON MYSELF.
15) I HAVE A VEEEEEEEERY SHORT ATTENTION SPAN. IF YOU NOTICED.

ok I actually had a 2 page essay typed in this entry..... BUT I decided it was tooooo personal to showcase it for ALL to see.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo heres a really random I-Wasting-Your-God-Damn-Time Entry!! hahaha

loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
K.Sujitha Nair D/O Kalarasingam Nair S/O Krishnan Nair

2010-04-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

Everyones asking me what I'm going to do for my Big 21st Birthday. My response: *blank stare* Errr.. Nothing? LOL

I have nothing in mind. Like seriously. Why must celebrating your 21st be such a big deal? Its just another year.. I mean its not like the Queen of England is going to come down to Jurong West and give me a blank cheque to get anything and everything I want just cos I'm 21 rite!!!

And I'm not interested in the typical indian way of celebrating their 21st.

1) Book a hall. Either at Chevrons(however you spell it), any SAFRA hall.
2) If no.1 fails, book a chalet. Pasir Ris, East Coast Park, Changi. All applicable.
3) Hire a DJ. This is a MUST! Cos if not then no Number 4!
4) Must have a dancefloor. So that after like 11pm when the older relatives leave the area the younger ones can get down to business.
5) Must have a host. To entertain the guest. Crack up jokes. Make guest do reaaaaally lame stuff.
6) One month before your birthday, Go for a photoshoot. Most of the time the pics come out looking like they're from your engagement.
7) Have big grand entrance. Most prob in a prom-like dress or a really bling-ed out sari.
8) Have a special performance by one of the "it" dance group at that point of time.
9) Have Speech given by the birthday girl/boi, their mother,father,sister,brother,uncle,aunty,grandmother,neighbour,boyfriend,girlfriend,bff,bff's boi/gal,neighbours cat and dogs...... and so on....
10) And the end of ther day... going home with an empty bank account and lots of presents.

LOL.

I dont want that.. All I want is.. Me. Surrounded by my friends. Good food. Good drinks. Good music. And I'm HAPPPPY! But I dooooo have a theme in mind. LOL

So yes............. this is reallllly random.

2010-03-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

If we ever meet again.

2010-03-23T03:45:00.000-07:00

Ok so lets just ignore the ealier post. HAHAHAHA.

Positive K.Sujitha Nair D/O Kalarasingam Nair S/O Krishnan Nair, Positve. Haha

1) I love my full name. Can you tell? LOL

2) I miss my long hair.

3) I miss my bangs.

4) I'm thinking of growing out my hair and then have bangs!! Yay for naturally curly hair!

5) I want to spend more time with my FAMILY and my DARLINGS.

6) I want to get my internship over and done with!

7) Can I work at a bangle shop? OR any indian accessories shop? Anyone know any lobang??

8) I'm going to miss my staff once I leave. The others however... Not So Much! LOL

9) Is addicted to devotional songs. Very calming.

10) In my 20 years of life, I have never been bowling before! Will You Bring Me Sir?

11) I love to sing! No matter how off pitched I am!

12) I have a happy dance that only a few have seen! LOL

13) I tend to bite my lips when i'm bored or nervous.

14) Thanks to Cathay, I have multiple burn/scratch/paper cut marks on my hands! Thanks TC!

15) I want to take up Physcology and work in a school or a boys/girls home!

16) I will never get sick of chocolate!

17) I've been watching more Tamil movies thanks to PattyPoo and the wonderful REX Theater!

18) I miss being carefree and actually having a life outside of work. Hmmmmmm

19) I'd like to believe that there still can be a "together forever" even in this time and day where everything ends in divorce or affairs.

20) I still think I have the best life despite it all. Hearing and learning about your closed ones life. It makes you feel grateful for whatever you had, have and will have.

21) I Is 21 This Year! Cupcakes and Cranberry Vodka Party Anyone? LOL

Much love
K. Sujitha Nair D/O K. Kalarasingam Nair S/O Krishnan Nair

2010-03-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings. I'm super fed up with work. There are times when I just feel like quitting!! ARGH!! Eh you already 30 plus ah!!!! grow some balls!!!!! soooooo annoying this phinoy!!

2010-03-22T04:02:00.001-07:00

126 days left. Wheeeeeeeeeewhaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Then it's back to gyming and jogging. I is very motivated! Also thinking of what to do in while I wait to graduate. After 3 years of doing a dip in tourism, I realized its just not me. I dont like working in hotels. I not say hate.. but I rather not be in the F&B line. I found out I have very low tolerance with stupid people. I DO NOT BEILEVE THAT THE CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT. It is actually: THE CUSTOMER MADE A STUPID DUMBASS MISTAKE AND IS TRYING TO COVER UP HIS/HER PURE STUPIDITY FROM HIS/HER FAKE ASS FRIENDS BY BLAMING THE SERVICE STAFF THAT THEY MESSED UP THE BOOKING/RESERVATION/ORDER INSTEAD.

ZOMG... THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A POSITIVE POST... AHHHH SKREW IT!

2010-03-10T02:03:00.000-08:00

You know the saying, Keep your friends close but your enemies closer? Well I think it should be keep your friends close, your enemies closer and on top of that keep your frenemies closest to you.

Frenemies. Who defines what they are?
If they talk about you behind your back, are THEY frenemies?
Cos if they are then I think every single human being dead or alive is/was a frienemy. Dont you dare come and tell me that you're so innocent that you've never talked about your friend behind their backs. We all do it. Face the fact. Dont "Omg!How Could You" me all.. I will slap you with my rubber chicken!

Or if they casually leave you out of the group?
Ok this one. If this happens to you, you need to understand that maybe you're just plain annoying. Or maybe you're just too boring, like a wallflower that says nothing at all, even when your friends talk to you. OR you sometimes, oh wait make that all the time, only come back to your friends when you have a problem, when you need help, when you break up with your patner or when you have no plans and everyone else rejected you. Thus, they dont see a point of inviting you? I dont know. You need to help. Pronto!

Or if they tell you, you look somkin' in that hot pink mirco mini even though your ass looks like a overstuffed beetroot?
And this either get your friends eyes checked out, or your brain cheacked out. Mirco minis are soooooooooo skanky. on top of that you wanna wear a hot pink one? So unless you're Heidi Klum, I suggest you stick to A-line skirts or skorts=Skirts +shorts.

Peace baby

2010-02-24T07:21:00.000-08:00

BUMMER ALERT!!: I have to go back to work on Tueday, 2nd March!

So yes. I will be going back to my normal MIA mode again. Yay for me. Pffft.

Been going out as much as possible to cover up for lost time for the 2 weeks that I had to stay home and ZOMG! Sooo much fun! Without even having to spend a cent! I Love Much!

Also being a Loner and going out by myself to lets see: NUH, Bugis, Arab st, TEKKA!(oooo! pwwwety bangles), walking around chinatown and having $1 biscuit ice cream along Boat Quay.

Yes. I'm weird that way. I love walking around aimlessly by myself. If only I brought my camera with me. Sigh.

**************

On a side note, I found this shop along Selegie(god knows I dont know how to spell it) Road, that sells bangels and the shop is STACKED from top to bottom with bangles of all shades, sizes and design! Its like my very own playground. And in the back of my head I go: "OMG OMG! Can i work here part time for awhile while waiting to graduate?!?"

Anyone who knows me knows my fascination with shimmery bright stuff and my love for bangles. That place would be my heaven! Hopefully the aunty who owns the shop isnt a snob like most of them are along that road. pffffffffffffffffffffffft

Ok Ok.. I side tracked alot! HA!

xoxo

suji

2010-02-12T02:43:00.000-08:00

Pffft. Talk about a HR Manager not doing their job. Annoyed, Pissed and Worried.

2010-02-08T07:41:00.000-08:00

Kanaa kangiren kanaa kangiren kannalane

Orey bandhalil orey medayil iruverume.

I'm hooked on this song! No particular reason all, just into it.

Yes. It's been a week since the operation. It was a whirlwind! Filled with Pain, Pureed rice, Huge ass pills, Mashed potatoes, Nasty tasting fish essence ginseng shit and Vanilla ice cream! But I'm getting better now.. Although I must say I sound like a chipmunk on crack! Everything else is ay-okay!

Ida darling and patty patpat came to visit today!! BOTH ASKED ME TO STOP TALKING!!!! JUST COS OF HOW MY VOICE SOUNDED!!! BOOOOOOOOO!

Anyhoo...

Thanks you guys, for coming and keeping me company! i loveeeees you many many many!

And yes. I have not forgotten about the pics.... Aiyaaaaaa LAZY LA!

haha

Xoxo
Suji

2010-01-31T01:50:00.000-08:00

Hello munchkins!

So knowing that they will soon be gone and never be part of me ever again, my tonsils decided to go out with a BANG! It's having it's final party in my mouth before I happily break up with them tmr. Pfft.. Tonsils, I Hate You. Let's end this once and for all. Let this be a smooth and clean break up and I dont wanna see you ever again. It's been good knowing you. You helped me skip school a few times but there's been more of PAIN than PLEASURE. With that I bid you farewell my frenemy.. Xoxo.

My ops tmr. I'm going to be brought in at 9.30am but I have to be there at 7.30am. Feels like going to the airport. "Please check-in 2hrs before your flight for security reasons. Thank You." Pfffffffffffft. So now my question is: HOW TO FREAKING WAKE UP TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Die la. I'll be the first one to miss an operation cos I overslept!! -___-

Ytd's Thaipusam was great! But the night kaavadis just freaked me out. Pat, you should know why. LOL

i dont think I'll be in the right state of mind to do an entry tmr so I guess we'll meet again in 2 or 3 days.. Hopefully with tons of pics backdated from DEC! hahahahahahhahaahah

till then,
Xoxo Suji!

2010-01-24T02:11:00.000-08:00

First of all......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYYYYY!!!!!!!

Mommy dearest turned 53 today! Woohoo! But she looks more like someone in her 40's! heehee.

Ok. Now..... I'll be having surgery on the 1st of feb to remove my tonsils as well as some growth thingy around the same area, sooooo........ I wont be able to speak,shout,sing,hum,whistle(as if I can even if I didnt have the op), laugh, cry, eat, swallow or breath for a few weeks. Ok la maybe I'm exaggerating abit.. I'll be able to breath la. So... all I'll be ablt to do is Sms, sleep, watch Tv, sleep, read, sleep, shit, sleep, pee, sleep and sleep. So.... for those who love, care for, friend, are concerned for and wanna accompany a very bored me, just pop by over to my house for that few weeks and see my very pathetic face ok. Thanks. I would reallllllly love the company. You can also sleep on my sis oh-so-comfy bed which most of u love! ahahahahah andd bring ice cream. Vanilla would be your best bet. COS THATS THE ONLY FREAKING THING I CAN CONSUME AFTER THE OP!

Dont smart smart buy choco chips or mint or anything that requires me to chew and swallow hard. I will stuff it up ur nose and make sure u get an instant brain freeze.

And yes.. You can bet that I will post entries of how i'm doing every single day after the op for I will have nothing to do.

Please pray that I will never fall sick again after the op ok! you think fun ah.. to go take mc for work everytime.. I think the doctor at the polyclinic my new bf know!! Every other week see him know! If handsome never mind.. This one ah pek leh... How now brown cow! mooooo

ok yes... I know I'm just very very veryyyyy random........ sue me!

love suji!!!!

2009-12-22T07:31:00.000-08:00

It's now 11.35pm, 22 Dec 2009. 9 more days to a new year. Yes people. I'm in the mood to do this entry now. And no, I'm not going to make you(esp my darlings) cry.

Like any other year, 2009 was filled with up's and down's, hook ups and break ups, mended friendships and broken beyond repair friendships, really supportive loved ones and hypocritical biacthes!

I know mentally, I've grown up.
I'm not as naive as I used to be.
I dont take shit from any raja, bala or krishna. (tom,dick and harry indian version? hahaha).
I've learnt to live the way I want to and not care what others might think or say about me.
I've learnt that no one else matter more to me than my family and my close bunch of girlfriends. My heart just stops whenever something happened to them. They are the only ones that I'd drop everything for.
I finally found out who my real friends are. I'm still disgusted at how well some lie their way through everything in life and keep on making the same messed up mistakes in their life. You think they'll learn after awhile but NOOOOO... They just loveeeee getting attention for all the wrong reasons I guess. Some people are just plain stupid.Period.
I got away from the hell hole I call Shatec! Too many 2 faced skanks.
I definitely got closer to my family. =) We went through lots this year.
I work for a good company. Good people but messed up management.
I'm in a place in my life where I'm actually very comfortable with the way things are. Fuss free and straight to the point.
No more mofo losers, confused boys, scary loser stalkers. I have no time for that.

To the Confused one.
Boy, I gave you time. I gave you the benefit of the doubt. I gave you a second, third and fourth chance. I really wanted to believe that this time it would actually work. You told me you matured up. Sorry to burst your bubble. You're still that same 16 year old boy I once knew that I wish I didnt. Dont "hey baby" me. Dont " I miss you beautiful" me. Its not working and if never will. Adios Mr.Confused.

and now for my selected group of darlings. You know who you are.
I know 2009 has been a hard year for all of us. We all had some kind of shit or another that we all went through. We've had our disagreements and arguments. But thats all part of being there for one another. We dont have to agree on everything. We dont always have to see eye to eye on everything. the most important thing is that you know you will always have one another to count on despite our disagreements. Yes, we didnt really meet up as often as we could or used to. But when we meet up we always have the time of our lives. I've seen all of us grow up with each other, and we'll still be here doing this again in years to come. We may not talk for months but one random msg always makes up for it. I know I'm safe as long as I have you guys with me. =)

To the most wonderfullest (yes i know its not a word) family.
I'm really glad that I'm closer to my sister than I ever was last time. I never want to see you get hurt anymore. I will personally hurt the one who even try to hurt you. My heart dropped every time I saw you cry. I'm always just a few steps away from you. Well that is when you dont go on holidays WITHOUT ME!!!!! i lausssss you many many

To the brother. YOU NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE MORE!!!! Mix around! Get a girlfriend already la!! ahahaha... I still love you!! you weirdo!

To the 50 plus couple turning 16. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for everything and so much more. I know I've been a pain in the past. But I'm trying to change things. I'll be good. I promise.

2010 is going to be a yummy year. I can just feel it in my bones.

And while the rest of you pop champagne and party the night away on NYE. I will be freaking working at cathay.. So show some love.. accompany me at work! AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

I love you darlings.
Have a great Christmas and a Fantastic New Year guys.

xoxo
Sujitha

2009-11-29T06:37:00.001-08:00

Yup. I know. Dont have to tell me a thing. I have been MIA to most of me loved ones. It's like I've signed my soul to my work. I havent had a nightmare free/non-work related dream in a long while. Thus I havent been sleeping much. I kinda wanna break down and cry myself a river the moment I reach home in the whee hours of the morning. I think I might be going crazy. I may be anorexic (not by choice). I lost 10kg in a month-_-. I feel out of touch with my family. Which is the worst part of it all. I am home sick even when I'm at home. I have lost touch with nearly all my friends if it wasnt for my birthday recently. It's like being a living dead doll.. You're alive.. but completely shut off inside. Kinda hate the situation I'm in right now. Lose - Lose situation.

You better stop accusing me of ignoring you guys because I DONT HAVE A FREAKING CHOICE NOW DO I!

All I can say is that I Is Counting Down To August 17.

Till Then. Goodbye For Now.
Sujitha.

2009-09-27T09:06:00.000-07:00

So here's the thing. I've learnt that no one else will truly understand the issues you're dealing with better than you and God himself. Some say thay do, but really they dont. It's really annoying the hear phrases like "I know how you feel", "Relax.Chill", "Dont worry. We all go through it." and the most annoying one would be "Everything happends for a reason."

I mean I know sometimes the other party has no idea how to deal with a stressed out being, BUT saying one of those phrases or worst! all of them, over and over again DOES NOT help the already upset one. SOMETIMES just being there and hearing the person vent is just enough. Give the person a hug,DONT PAT THE PERSON LIKE ONE WOULD PAT A DOG!, and just let them cry all their anger and whatnots out.

Yes. I know I'm not excatly explaining my point of this entry. I like it that way. All I can say is I DONT LIKE BEING PATTED, I need a hug and I think I'm too nice that it's starting to be a bad thing.

2009-09-21T01:54:00.000-07:00

I really wanted to put up something funny and kinda bitchy here...... BUT... blogger and youtube decided not to be BFF's today. Soooooo... Not going to happen anytime soon. I just realize my entries are always on mondays.. Duh..

Hari Raya started yesterday..

Which only means it's less then a month to Deepavali!!*cue homemade Kueh Tarts, Steam cake, Orange cake, London cookies* Woosh! I is superrrr excited! I love the whole vibe in the house the week before deepavali.. The moment I reach the 10th floor I can already guess which kueh my mom would be making.. The late night shopping for decorations and tons of candles. The countless trips to Giant to buy boxes of bottled drinks and stacks of beer (lol). The last min Shopping for bangles and pottus. My mom and dad in the kitchen at midnight making their famous steam cake with tons of brandy. Falling asleep on the couch with henna on my hands while the tv is still playing.

OMG I IS EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!

So now... How am I to apply for my leave? Will they think I'm an Idiot if I asked them like one month in advance? LOL

Xoxo, Suji

2009-09-14T01:30:00.000-07:00

You were always there for me

But I've been ignoring you

I know none of it is your fault

I have only myself to blame

I havent visited you as of late

But can you really blame me?

I know I've disappointed you

And for that

I AM SORRY my Princessofherownworld!

I am sorry I have ignored to blog!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

What were you all thinking ah?

XOXO Suji

2009-08-24T10:15:00.000-07:00

It's been a CRAZY week, that's for sure my darlings!

Work, needless to say, has been tiring but really fun. Thats why I'm complaining as much! I only have 2 problems.

1) My back always hurts like a MOTHER COW and I cant really bend all the way down or stand straight after standing for 8hours straight.

2) In the next coming weeks, my timing is reallllly messed up. I am by no means a night shift person. If it was night shift for that whole week and morning the next week, I'm fine with that! But to work night one day and morning the next is just messed up.. I already have a sleeping problem as it is. Thanks ah Cathay.

Ok whatever...

Other then this 2 bumps.. Its alllll goooood.

Ok I actually came here to upload some pics of my sis's bday party and clubbing. But since it's like 1.30 in the moring.. I doing think its going to happen anytime soon. HAhahaha..

I have loads of songs to transfer to my Ipod.. but I cant seem to sync my ipod into my new lappie.. My whole laptop freezes! humpt..

ok till whenever...

xoxo,

suji

2009-08-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

DAY ONE OF INTERNSHIP!

FEELING: NERVOUS, EXCITED, SCARED, RICH!

WHAT AM I DOING NOW: GOING TO REMOVE MY NAIL POLISH.

HOPES: TO GET POPCORN SCOOPER FOR HER FIRST TASK, THAT THEY DONT ASK ME TO CUT MY PRETTY NAILS OFF!

SHALL: TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP, WAKE UP EARLY, HAVE A GOOD HAIR DAY, EAT SOME BREAKFAST TO PREVENT FAINTING AND END WORK EARLY.

WILL: UPDATE MORE ON THE FIRST DAY TMR!

you know you love me.

xoxo

suji.

2009-08-15T07:21:00.000-07:00

Okay. Yes. I know my blog has been a bore. Boo to THAT! I'm back to beautify my blog with pictures for my and your (if you like pictures) viewing pleasure!

Starting with the lastest one, which was yesterday, Friday.

So it was just like how it used to be last time. Just the three of us. Ida, Fifa and myself. We didnt do anything special, just dinner and hanging out at CoffeeBeans. Yet, it was the best time i had. =)

The pattaya was healthy cause we shared that one plate! Haha..

I know ida will love this picture cause of the title I gave her.. pfffft
Do you love the way you look? Cause I DO! (I know I abit vain la! If you dont already know that, you can go bang the wall ok)

Next we have my movie date with PATPAT and then dinner threesome with Shabri.

Wanted to catch Hangover. Both of us wanted to catch the movie before shab ended work... HOWEVER all the slots for the 7ish timing were SOLD OUT! Heartbroken, we just walked around ION( i have my eyes on a few shops!)

Met shab and went to Lucky Plaza to have Ayam penyet where we all chocked one after another on their kickass sambal!!

She had the GREAT idea of posing like criminals.. -_- This one pro la.. 100%

Caught for smuggling Ganja.. he was high when this was taken.. LOL

99% pass

Caught for being FABULOUS! LOL

Cannot make it as a criminal la.. Too GOOD!

100% Fail

Infront of me, still can HANKY- PANKY all!
She think she cute know..
He didnt.. He was just forced to do it.
This one.... I have no comment..

My Lesbot Love

And Lastly, We have KELIDA's 20th Birthday!!!!

Wah... To bring her to Botanical Garden... omg.. ask soo many question know!

This convo was in the bus..

Ida: Eh, why of all places fifa ask to go botanical garden ah?

Me: (brain freeze.. thinking....of...a..smart...ans) OH!! aiya casue we last time keep on saying we wanna have picnic at botanical gardens mah... so I think she just ask to go lah.. Fun what! Can take pics all!! (phew.... I hope she wont ask any question already)

IDADAY!!!!!

Dunnoe why that day she suddenly fairer that Snow White..

My Number one most favourite pic of Ida by far!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Need I say anything else.. I DONT THINK SO!

So yes. That will be all for now. Oh! One more thing! I am no longer a bummer! As of Monday,17 Aug 2009, I will be a member of Cathay Organisations...

p/s: Dont come ask me for free ticket now all.. Ask me in like 6 months.. LOL

You know you love me,

Xoxo,

Suji

2009-08-02T09:40:00.000-07:00

Boy in the beginning

The beginning it was me and you

I was Bonnie you were Clyde

And we were running

We were running for the minute we knew

But then in the middle

In the middle you went and changed the script

Took a pencil and erased my happy ending

Instead of loving you

I feel so sick

I know you directed it

I'm sure I produced a bit

So why's that chick stealing my show?

You worked undercover

Gave her every single line I owned

And it doesn't make me feel any better

That you took her places we would go

I thought you were meant for me

My name should be on that screen

Tell me, why's that chick playing my role?

I know you directed it

I'm sure I produced a bit

I thought you were meant for me

My name should be on that screen

We weren't even at the end

But you started auditioning

And let somebody star in my show

Baby tell me, who is she?

I need to know her name and number

Tell me, who does she hang out with when you're not together?

I ain't gonna do nothing crazy

I just need you to hear me

Roll the credits

And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it?

They said you would get last Friday night when I was calling

Did you lie to all of them too?

Or was I just a fool?

Roll the credits

Guess Whos Back. Lol.

xoxo Suji

2009-08-01T08:48:00.000-07:00

I wish that when I wake up you're there

To wrap your arms around me for real

And tell me you'll stay by side

Ok yes. I HAVE been avoiding my blog for a long ass time. Only cause my life isnt all that happening as of late and I didnt have anything remotely interesting to update you with. (I should stop making my life seem so lame now)

Until now that is.

The Siblings and I had to go down to ICA to renew our passports (my sis and I loved how we looked in our new passport pics btw). And we decided to catch HarryPotter at the same time. It was a rather bleh movie.. Too teenage-love-triangle-I-need-a-snogging-partner-ish for me. It didnt seem like the usual HarryPotter movies.

But the last parts were good and sad.. =(

Up to Heaven as my brother said..

Yes. We Love Taking Picture With The Cutout Boards. Heh.

Oh! Guess where they wanted to have lunch! Bloody Japanese place. I was like noooooo way... But they manage to convince me to try the fried stuff. I actually like it.. but do they really NEED to make their eggs sweet?? *shudders*

Was happy with my Tau takoyaki.

The chicken was toooooo fried.. other than they it was all good! And I'm crazy over the edamamae!

This boy suuuure loves his sushi! NOM NOM NOM!

GREEN TEA *runs away*

The Boy is soo cute no! I wanna catch this, The Proposal and Hangover next.

Anyone? lol

I love this pic.. hahaha. I do creepy the Best. lol

Till the next post darlings..

Lots of love

xoxo Suji

2009-07-07T08:30:00.000-07:00

Been bumming at home for like 2 weeks.. Its the 3rd week now. And it's getting pretty boring... Spent the WHOLE of ytd watching GG online... And what productive activities did I do today? I spent my whole afternoon at the library's Quite Reading Area reading a book. *round of applaus* and when I got home I went for a jog (new route btw).

I've been hooked on GG's Books when I was in Sec 2.. and NOW.. I'm hooked on the show.. Its excatly the same! I love. *forseeing myself bumming on my bed with GG on my screen tmr*

*sings* I know you want me.. You know I want cha..

2009-07-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

New Hair! New Hair!

You love? I LOVE!

Job.. Please Come My Way.

I Hate rejection.

I hate waiting even more.

2009-06-28T21:21:00.000-07:00

After a good Holiday shopping and all reality sets in: I STILL DONT HAVE A JOB FOR ATTACHMENT!

I am reeeeeally nervous and bummed out. To top it all off, No one seems to understand. They dont realize what I'm going through and they dont seem to care..

What if I dont get a job at all. I dont pass.. I dont graduate!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ok i have noooooooooooo mood to blog.. Bahhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-06-18T03:17:00.000-07:00

Hello Earthlings..

1 More Day and It's GOODBYE Shatec!! Wheeeee... I Like It! In fact I LOVE it!

How has my CHANGE been coming along you ask? Well, This week I've planned out a route for my Jog-A-Briskwalk. The WHOLE OF LAKESIDE! From my house, pass the Church, cross the road, pass the Esso, walk toward the police acadamy or whatever that is, pass the condo.. cross the long road.. walk towards lakeside MRT, pass lakeside MRT, cross over to lakeside park, go all the walk till you reach Tang Dynasty Carpark, walk out of the carpark, go to the main road and walk/jog all the way back to my house!

Let me tell you that the feeling is sooooo shiok!!! I thought I would be lazy and not wanna go the second time.. The first time Iwnet was with denise and it just happened to me raining.. But I was shocked that I actually liked it..

Like seriously.. I was looking forward to 7pm the whole day today! Cause thats what time I normally start..

And for those who can keep up their speed while brisk walking.. I STRONGLY recommend you listen to Insomnia by Craig David while brisk walking and keep to the tempo of that song... Good Shit I tell you!

Ok it's 6.30 now.. Gonna get ready now! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Xoxo
Suji

2009-06-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

You do something wrong. It's deemed wrong. You do something right. It's still deemed wrong.

It's a never ending cycle of well.. pretty much everything.

Ah.. Someone dear to me commented that I've been a very angry women the pass few months.. Well.. My answer to that.. So what? I have my moments too.

I cant be all fake and say nothings bringing me down. I cant lie to myself and say everything will be ok. I cant be like the rest and pretend that everything will always and forever be the same.

Reality check. It's Sooo Not. I take a long ass time to forget all that i'm angry for. Thats cause I'm someone who bottles up all my anger till I cant hold on any longer. And thats when I go full out. Things that annoyed/angered/pissed me off 11 months ago would be brought back. Its not healthy for me. But heh.. Thats just who I am.

Xoxo..

Suji

2009-06-09T22:00:00.000-07:00

After seeing the Gates of Heaven when I did the intensive skipping, I saw the Gates of Hell yesterday when I went jogging with my brother ytd.. Seriously.

We brisk walked from my house to the connector beside Hong Kah Sec, we both jogged all the way to the other end and thats when my messed up breathing system kicked in.. So he continued to jog while i brisk walked back.. My bro jogged 7 rounds while I brisk walked 6 rounds. Now my ass hurts like a mothercow..

I shall weigh myself tmr and let you know if there's been any improvement.. Or lack thereof (shudders)! LOL

ok Gotta go do some essays!

Xoxo
Suji

2009-06-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

You can say I'm disappointed. Yes. You can say I expected it. Yes. You can say I'm shocked. No.

You went ahead and fooled yourself. All of you. You. You and yes, you. *screams* I have had enough of these type of species. I Am Done!

My Motto from now on: I wont give a damn about anything. I still have the few who I talk to everyother day. I value them more then ever now. To the rest who come to me only when you have a problem/ need help/ need advice/ need someone to follow you/ need someone to accompany you cos no one else would/ need me to support you in any activites, you can go skrew yourself.

Friendship should be valued in Quality NOT Quantity.. It doesnt matter how long you know the person. Its how well you know the person and what you do to keep that friendship going strong and not waiting for SOMEONE else to do it for you.

Up till now.. I felt bad over everything thats slowly happening.. But, as of Now..I Dont Give A Shit.

You know where to find me.. I cant hurt ya'll even though ya'll hurt me.. Me responding to you is a WHOLE other story.

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Last week was the start of my Change. But the cramps hurt like mothercow.. So Today is like the Start all over again.. I did 20 mins of intensive skipping.. I thought I saw the gates of heaven(disco balls and all). Tough shit okay! omg..

So yes.. This is what i did today.. Small steps people.

xoxo
Suji

2009-06-02T01:41:00.000-07:00

I can finally breath properly. I was all queasy and puk-ish the whole of Sunday and Monday. All thanks to my interview with Jurong Bird Park. You guys know I have like extreme imagination.. SO you all should know ah.. What kind of things were running through my head..

On Monday I woke up like after just 5 mins of sleep cos of all the tossing and turning.. sweating like a pig the whole day.. Feeling puk-ish the whole time.. My bro was being a saint for fetching me from school to the park and back home..

Once I got out of the interview I got my life back.. I could actually speak in full sentences again!! LOL

Overall I think I did good.. I was pleased with myself..

Cos I didnt eat anything in the morning or the afternoon(not cos I am on a crash diet, cos I had no time and was too nervous to keep anything down) , my stomach was growling the whole time I was out. You know Taman Jurong got drive-thru right.. I beggggged my brother to drive thru so i could like order nuggets...

Just when he said "CANNOT FATTTTT" I was like OMG YAR!!! I'M ON MY MISSION! And I'm sooo proud I asked him to head right home!!! *pats self*. So I went home, had wholemeal bread with peanut butter and a cup of orange juice.. Mind you this was all I had to eat from 9am to 5pm.

Watched Simpson's and then went for a Walk-a-jog.. Not too bad.. Ok I was BAD! I could not jog for even 5 mins!! but i did manage to break a sweat.. I felt like all those Indian aunties going for brisk walking when people my age or younger and even the older ones were zooming past me... But I dont care.. I will be able to do that one day.. Just not today..

So yes.. I was telling behhh (ida) that the first step to loosing weight is to admitting your real weight. And I am going to do this now!!!

The only reason I'm doing this is because if i just keep it to myself I might eventually give up on the whole idea.. So putting all this here and for everyone who is anyone to read will make me do something about it.. I will try to put up daily progress on what i'm doing and stuff like that..

What I'm going to do now is squeezing every drop of courage out of me.. So if you are disgusted, appalled, shocked or whatever with my weight.. I DONT CARE. Just dont diss me or leave a fat joke about it for me to see... Cos i've heard every fat joke there is for the past 19 years of my life.. thanks

Ok so ytd After I too a shower I went on the scale..... And my weight is..........................................................................

90kg. Funny thing is, When I went for my checkup before i entered shatec I weight 91kg or something.. So At least I maintained and didnt put on weight for 2 years -_- LOL

So yes.. There you go...

Oh yes! what I had to eat for today.. 6-inch Subway Sandwhich YUMMMMEHHHHHHHHH.

XOXO,
suji

2009-05-31T07:31:00.000-07:00

Looked through old pics of mine.. And I have decided.. I will go on a diet as of tmr.... I will try to change my lifestyle. This is not for anyone but MYSELF.. I'm sick of feel unhealthy.. And I'm not saying I am going to be a work out fanatic.. But I will try to do some brisk walking cos god knows I cannot run/jog for nuts now..

I can soooo imagine my brother going: "OH MY GOD YOU ACTUALLY WANNA GO WORK OUT?? SATU HARI JE." Confirm one.. This is excatly what he will say.

My Goals.

1) To reduce and hopefully stop my snacking habbits.
2) To overcome my fear of sweating.
3) To go for a walk/jog at least 3 days a week.
4) To eat smaller portions.
5) To reduce my tummy.
6) To reduce my ass and hips.
7) To get healthy.
8) To look good in the many sarees I bought today.

I hope I have the motivation and drive I need. WHICH IS ALOT!!!!!

Change Has Come.

xoxo
suji

2009-05-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though

Going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And havin' so much to say

And watchin' you walk away

Thought you said you changed. Thought you said you be there. Thought you promised. Thought you were for real.

Realized you didnt change. Realized you werent going to be there. Realized you made empty promises. Realized you were fake.

Heres to you.. Little Mr Confused.

Xoxo Suji

2009-05-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

Retro anyone? Friday was somewhat the last day of school lesson wise.. another month and its sayonara Shatec!! Cant say that I'll miss anything. Nope. I leave behind all the drama, all the backstabbing and all the trash talk and take with me the one thing I came to shatec for. My cert. Wont be getting that till next year but hey! hopwfully I get an internship where I wont have to see anyone from my class..

Till then, much love to the loved ones... meet ups anyone? *knock knock*

XOXO Suji

2009-05-13T02:18:00.000-07:00

In The Night, I Hear Them Talk

The Coldest Story Ever Told

Somewhere Far Along This Road He Lost His Soul

To A Women So Heartless.

They Dont Know What We've Been Through

They Dont Know Bout Me And You.

How Could You Be So Heartless.

Xoxo,
Suji

2009-04-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

Sometimes love comes around..
And when it knocks you down..
Just get back up when it knocks you down.

Slowly and slowly.. You all seem to be fading away. And it's just sad that we are all so caught up in our mess to even realize what's happening. Ida, Zarry, Ivy, Denise, Fifah, Yeeling... I dont know if you guys read this.. but this is for you guys.

2009-04-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

I remember way back, way back when

I said I never wanna see your face again

'Cause you were loving, yes, you were loving somebody else

And I knew, oh yes, I knew I couldn't control myself

And now they bring you back into my life again

And so I put on a face just like your friends

But I think you know, oh yes, you know what's going on

'Cause the feelings in me, oh yes, in me are burning strong

But I will never be your stepping stone

Take it all or leave me alone

I will never be your stepping stone

I'm standing upright on my own

You used to call me up from time to time

And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line

The words of love lay on my lips just like a curse

And I knew, oh yes, I knew they'd only make it worse

And now you have the nerve to play along

Just like the maestro beats in your song

You get your kicks you get your kicks from playing me

And the less you give, the more I want so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone

Take it all or leave me alone

I will never be your stepping stone

I'm standing upright on my own, oh

No I will never be your stepping stone

Take it all or leave me alone

I will never be your stepping stone

I'm standing upright on my own

Never be your stepping stone

Take it all or leave me alone

I will never be your stepping stone

I'm standing upright on my own

~~~~~~~~~

Days, weeks, months go by with bloodshot eyes, tear stained cheeks and a heavy head. The moment when everything seems so perfect, everything comes crumbling down. And you realize, No ones' there to pick up whats left of the debris but yourself.

Take It All Or Leave Me Alone

xoxo
Suji

TTYL

2009-04-06T03:53:00.000-07:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *twirl* *twirl*

I love my new hairrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! Reddish brown, blonde , red.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =)

Okay, I'm done. Have you ever felt annoyed when you were randomly reading someones blog and have this strong urge to correct they english. Well, I've been thinking. THAT would make for a good entry! I'm not saying that my command for the english language is perfect!

However, I know for a fact that it is wayyyyyyyyyyyy better then some I've read. Tsk.

So, my dear people. Come back soon to see what I have up my sleeves! Funneh Shit!

Love ya Bitches.

TTLY

2009-03-27T22:51:00.000-07:00

Put your hands together to welcome the 100th post everyone! *claps*

Haven't got the mood to do a proper update yet.. So some random pics to beautify my already Fabulous Blog no!!

Happy 20th Birthday Ivy Lim SuSu!

Denise And Me *cos we love green*

Clinic Sucks Ass By The Way.

On Our Way To Catch Princess On Ice!!!

A Supposed-ly Confess All Your Sins Day.

2009-03-26T07:41:00.000-07:00

I Am Back Bitches!

After a loooong hideout at WordPress, I'm Back. Missed me? I missed me.. and I'm still missing me.. ANYHOOOOOOO... Fill me in on whats been happening.. From what I heard, LC and Lo moved in... Audrina Left the house.. Steph and Doug dated for a few da..... errrrr OH WAIT!! Wrong Area Code people..

Been on the Hills Addiction. Sue me.. I like to bimbo-out my weekends.

Let's see.. I told people off,
got hurt over and over again,
got all projects over and done with,
went through alot of drama,
celebrated ivy's birthday at sentosa,
got badly sunburned *curse and swear*,
went for Princess on Ice and saw my Princess self on stage (Jasmine from Alladin),
downed weak drinks,
heard ghost stories,
finally understood POA!,
studied of exams,
did 4 of the 5 papers,
going to complete my last paper tmr,
going to the Robinsons sale on sat followed my lunch at tekka and dinner at some ulu pandan place with the family,
going to van's birthday party on sunday,
going to get my hair done on monday,
and add in many many things to do for the rest of the week.

2009-02-11T05:51:00.000-08:00

Blogger is being a bitch. And I have ZEEROOOOOO tolerance for bitches with MAP: Major Attitude Problem.

Catch me on WordPress if you can..

See ya bitches!
ttyl

2009-01-23T07:43:00.000-08:00

5 days of holiday!!!! What am I going to do, I have no idea. What I do know is I'm going to bake birthday cupcakes for my mom cos she's turning 52 in 15mins! HAHAHA...

And I can bet that my bro will annoy the shit outta me asking me if he can do this or that... Help me wash everything up lah!!!!!! hahha

Going to go the whole 9 yards.. (14 mins left) with the stand, icing, candels, and box! I LOVE DECORATING! (13 mins left)

will post up pics soon... LOVE YOU ALL!!! going to type out my love letter to my mom now!

ttyl XOXO

2009-01-21T03:41:00.000-08:00

Everyone Needs To Grow Up and Be Matured! Be Professional For God's Sake!

Clearly school did not start on a right note. CLEARLY. Thanks to some who just assumes thinks will go the way they want it to. PFFFFFFT to YOU!

This is just the 3rd day of the 2nd week back, and we already have to start presenting our projects and proposals.. They give us 3 weeks to come up with our presentation. PLS! Proposals for sponsors that longer to go through then that!!!!!!!!! AIYOYO! i'm done.. I need a break..

2009-01-04T00:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPPPPPPPPY NEEEEEEEWWWWW YEARRRR!!!!

This new years eve was a case of the

Blind Leading The Blind!

So this is what went down, from the very begining! Thanks to those who dropped out at the last min (my Number 1 Pet Peeves can!!) Fifa darling and I spent New Years together! wheee!

I had temple prayers to go to before I went to meet Fifah, so i brought my things along with me.. Thank god Fifah house was like a block away from the temple, so I went over to her house to change before we headed out.. Oh SHE BROKE MY BANGLES AND I'M VERY DEPRESSED ABOUT!! HOW NOW FIFAH!!!! hahahaahaha..

Our dear friend decked out in top to bottom thailand all hahahaha... Took the train which was filled with Fifa's nominees... hahahaha BangBang!(suey-ness no.1) But they all alighted at outram! Thank god. By the time we reached boring bedok.. I couldnt feel my ass anymore.. Went to the Market to have dinner.. Yummy fried rice with chicken all.. Then Fifah went to withdraw money everywas okay till her card got stuck in the machine!!! (suey-ness no.2) hahaha.. ok ok...

Waiting for the cab was not funny lor... (suey-ness no.3 and 4) two taxis got aways from us all thanks to typical singaporeans.. Got to East Coast and it seemed like the whole country was at East Coast.. You couldnt enter the toilet of MacD, 7-ll HAD TWO FREAKING BOUNCERS TO HANDLE HUMAN TRAFFIC!!!, and we could not even see an inch of sand can!! Packed full of tentages! Thank god I didnt bring mine.. I think we would have to put it up in the middle of the sea.. Then I'll just drown and die.. hahahahah

We found a spot near the Fitness Coner. So we laid out mat and got cosy.. Ate the hotdogs and nuggets my mom fired.. Which was ALOT!! Watched fireworks done by the ships!! sooo prettyyyy... Talked about everything and anything. Just like old times... Apparently there were alot of insects and ants on Fifah's side of the mat (suey-ness no.5) but i didnt feel anything..

We really needed to pee, so we went to the dreaded MacDs and had to Q up... super longgg.. At times like this we wished we were guys.. They just go in pee and come out.. Girls on the other hand.. hahahahah.. Walked all the way to the other end of east coast which was way quieter.. and like 10mins after we got ourselves comfortable.. Mr. Froggie had to come hopping around and scare the shit outta fifa (suey-ness no.6)... So what did we do?

What else? Packup and start moving... lol Walked back to the other side to and fro to anf fro, walked to the carpark where fifah kept on laughing like a crazy women.. like up till now I never knew I was THAT funny know.. everything I did she just carried on laughing.. I think there was something in her Blueberry tea... hmmmmm.

We passed by the drive-tru area for BugerKing so me being very smart said "lets go sit on the pavement there!! Seee sooo clean all plus no one!! ". Just nice we went there lay the mat and sat down.. not even 1 minute ar.. (suey-ness no.7).. You all guess lah what happened next!! Come on.. Guess!

4 BATS flying on top and near us!!!! I think they knew I brought my Batman Underware!!! hahahah They wanted to see their Leader!! hahahahahahahah So I just ran away from that palce.. hahahaah So we continue walking and walking and walking.. It was really fun know.. Blind leading the blind.. PFFFFFTTTTTT.. I think we lost like a few pounds that night. hahahahha

We ended up at MacDs, the benches outside.. Crapped till about 4.30am i think.. Slowy slowy walked to the bus stop and sat on the road waiting for the bus.. Like some lost child.. Had my infamous Laughing Fits.. No help from fifah.. she only made it worst... EVERYTIME KNOW FIFAH... IT IS ALWAYS WHNE U ARE AROUND KNOW!! ONE DAY I'LL JUST DIE COZ OF A LAUGHING FIT!

The headlines will read:

'HOT INDIAN GIRL DIES OF A STRANGE LAUGHING FIT DUE TO HER STUPID FRIEND INSTIGATING HER!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Headed to Bugis around 6 cause we wanted to catch Yes Man! Chilled out at the MacDs over there where we took turns to have Power Naps.. hahah around 9 plus we went to wash up and change at the toilet, went to have our brekkie at MacD and I took a 10 mins nap where i could swear i dreamt and snored!, went to drink mamak coffee to keep me wide awake, went to SGBJ to put up her work slots then went to see the timing for Yes Man. Too bad they werent showing it there.. So we went over the Marinah Suqare.

Walked around and sat near Pan Pacific there.. Coz every shop only opened at 11........ Got our tickets and went for the movie...

Can I just tell you I LOVED THE MOIVE!!! super funny..

After the movie we bus-ed home and thats it.. I got home bathed and went straight to bed where I slept like a pig all the way till the next day!!! HAHHAHAHAAHHA

So thats how I spent my NYE and NY.. A date with the Bestie!!

2008-12-27T01:42:00.000-08:00

Here's a video that was taken on my birthday at Escape. Camera women was Cindy.. so you can hear alot of her nonsense... She's abit Kuku like that.. So dont mind her...

Notice how cheena and whiny my voice sounds... Nasssstyyyyyyy

2008-12-25T06:00:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to All my Darlings!

So we have what? 6 more days to 2009? Yeah. Some of you might be waiting for me to start being all nostalgic now and come up with a tear jerking entry... Well I dont really have any thing in mind to blog actually.. Lets just see where this takes me. I'm trying to dig out pictures from early this year till now.

-After an hour of organizing pics-

I realize most of my pictures are in my hard disk.. And I'm too lazy to transfer it to the laptop. And trust me.. there are tooooooo many Cannot Make It pictures of All of us in there.. Muahahaha.. They will soon be dugged up.

I guess my sexy-donkey-voice is here to stay for the holidays.. All thanks to my inflamed tonsils.. Doctors Scare Me. If I go to the doctor 2 more times complianing about my tonsilis, it's going to be the hospital bed for me.. You see, it seems that if you have inflamed tonsils more then 6 times in a year you have to go for an op.. So what I'm going to do is.. Wait till next year to go to the doctor.. So it gives me 5 more times to complain about my tonsils!!! Wheeee... Smart for a Bimbo.. Yes I know...

Hmmm.. So I guess this entry is sooo not going to turn into a sappy tear jerking entry anytime soon.. Maybe it's me being sick. I dont feel like making you all cry just yet. HAH!

Ho-to-the-Ho-to-the-freaking-Ho!

2008-12-18T03:21:00.000-08:00

I have been lying in bed from the time I woke up which was at 11.43am. Time now: 7.22pm. Uh huh. I suffering from god-knows-what sickness. All I know is I definetly am having fever, a very very I-wish-I-could-bang-my-head-against-the-wall migrain and a very bad tummy ache. I shitted (yes I DO know it's not a word, but whatever) like every 30 mins.. So you go do the maths.

Came back from Bali on Tuesday. All I can say is the trip made me very HOLY and confrimed my dislike for nature and hiking. I think if it was a free and easy vacay it would have been awesome. But just cause it was a tour thing, we had to wake up and get ready by 8.30 every morning to start with the holy tour. But it was a great experience..

Hopefully my darlings and I can go back there again in a year or two.. Free and Easy this time.. No More Temple Tours!!!

ps: SHIT LOADS OF PICS WILL BE UPLOADED ONCE I GET MY LAZY SICK ASS OUT OF BED!!

XOXO to all my lovies

2008-12-11T01:00:00.000-08:00

Suji Has A New Best Friend. She's Sooo Pretty And In The PINK Of Health...

Meet my super adorable handphone.. Miss Samsung F480.

Baby pink! Soo adorable and sleek! I love!

The girly detachable casing.

The front.

The back side!

The only annoying thing with Samsung Phones is that we cant change the msg tone.. Luckily there msg tone not those obiang ones.. If not I'll just kill myself.. HAH!

2008-12-02T01:32:00.000-08:00

Holiday seasons always bum me out.. Only because I have sooo many things I wanna do, but soo little time and the ones I ask dont wanna accompany me. BOO! I have a paper on the day I am leaving for Bali.. Shatec is seriously a pain in the ass. Making me take the evening flight all on my on... GARUDA somemore.. For those who really know me, you can bet that ALOT of Final Destination possibilities are running through my head non-stop. HAH!
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Oh.. I thank EVERYONE who was part of my brithday celebration in one way or another.. Thanks.

You were my favourite drug.

My blissful addiction.

I knew you were not good for me.

But you have to try everything once.

Good or Bad it dosent matter.

You come and go thinking I'll always hold on to you.

But Boy,

you got me confused with the others you used to do.

I am not like them and you know it.

I dont get trapped in your words.

I admit I did for awhile.

Unlike the others you had,

I have the brains to boot.

So Darling, Sorry to leave you hanging.

Peace Out My Sinful Pleasure.

Ooooo Hello My Precious Curls.. You Went Missing For Awhile.

It's a bummber I can't keep super long hair. It's either super long-no-life hair or not-that-long-super-curly-that-people-think-I-permed-my-hair hair.. HAHAHA

*those are not lyrics by the way.

2008-11-26T06:22:00.000-08:00

I have turned 19. Dont feel any different. Well.. Maybe just a few more strands of white hair growing out. HAH! My two adorable darlings did a very good job at faking where they were taking me.. If only the taxi uncle didnt blab out the place I still would not have known.

Cindy and Pat brought me to Escape Themepark.. MY WORST NIGHTMARE!! All my fears in one area can!!! ahhahahahah I have sooooo much to talk about the day.. will do it on the weekend ok.... SUPERRRRRRR FUNNY!!!!!!

As you can see... They were soooooo engrossed!!!

I wanna thank everyone who wished me. It really made my day. Thank you my two adorable darlings who were sooo cute! they bought swiss roll for me to cut the cake coz a normal cake would have turned bad.. You should have seen the was they hid the cake from the locker all the way to where i was sitting.. HAHAHHAHA i was laughing my ass off!!!!!

Thank you sooooo much for today Miss Wong Xing Ni Cindy and Miss Patricia Jean Paul! I love you two with all my heart.

love,
suji

2008-11-24T01:22:00.000-08:00

I'm getting soo bored with my blog at the moment.. thats coz there's no new pics to upload. I have no motivation to blog about things. HAH! Plus I'm lazy to upload the rihanna concert pictures!

I LOVE SHOPPING FOR CHEAP BUT PRETTY STUFF! *secret* I bought super adorable Topshop undies!! HNZ knows how cute they are!! hahaha! If you saw two bimbo's walking along the road trying to find the god dame 61 bus stop.. It was the 2 of us ok! I think our hair turned completly blonde for a moment.. hahahahahahahahhahaha!!!!! BIMBOTIC FUN-NESS!!!!

2008-11-19T07:19:00.000-08:00

What a day! Oh man..

Have been really sleep-deprived this week. Was up till 12 midnight. Doing what? making ketupats!! For? Tourims project.. what else! The sleepless nights I had working on the report! *shudders* But all is good now. We were awesome! Considering how last minute we were on EVERYTHING. Our ideas worked out as plan.. We were soo shocked the even Mr. Norman praised highly about us. *falala happy*

Met Ida darling after my presentation.. she was late AS USUAL! End up, we changed from going to Plaza Sing to the Airport. HAH! All for... The purpose of eating at Poppye's and wasting time. Someone was oh-so-smart saying there was a new poppye's at t3!! thanks Ida.. that was a nice tour around t3.. ended up going back to t1.. *bangs head on the wall*

ok I'm starting to blabber.. I have taken up like 5 mins of ur life just to read my rubbish.. and if you are a slow reader like me.. make that 10 mins!! hahah

love
suji

2008-11-17T02:42:00.000-08:00

Rihanna's Concert was DA BOMB!!!! Even though the opening song got skrewed up but all was good. She has such a pretty face.. aiyooo.. So hot! Ok ya.. anyways.. I'll upload the videos and pics soon ok.. I know Ida is dying to see them.. HAHA!

So I was suppose to work for Rasa Sentosa for the Braclays Golf thingy from Thursday to Sunday. And as we all know.. Rihanna's concert was on thursday.. So I faked my way out of working.. and ended up working only for half a day.. I didnt go back to work for the next 3 days due to pure laziness.. I know it's like easy money.. But it's just wrong to be working on weekends dont you think! hahahahah

I'm going to be packed with datelines the whole of this week. Let's see.. Tourism and communication presentation, Law report, English Pogress test, English journal date due, Cost control Pogress test, Cost control make up lesson, Mis Practical.... OH MY GWAD!!!!!!!

What I need after this week is a long relaxing spa day.. and a much await shopping spree.. I want to find my B'day dress! hahaha. *ida lets GO* lol

ok yar.. i'm only updating coz i'm kinda stressed out.. and I'm stuck on what to write for my report.. have to get it done by TODAY!!! DIEEEEE

see you when I see you
love
suji

2008-11-08T02:14:00.000-08:00

Ok I'm not going to be all emo-nemo about anything.

Was bloghopping lately, seems that there's too much sadness going around. So why dont we all tell what makes us happy. You may never know what people will learn about you from this..

=) I always grin like a silly girl when my loved ones buy me flowers. Daisies or Sunflowers and you just made me the happiest girl.

=) Playing in the rain. Being that carefree with no worries in the world. Bliss.

=) Sending long long letters and getting one in return.

=) Being hugged.

=) Knowing that I can spill my guts out to a certain few and not be judged.

=) Knowing that I will always have those certain few mentioned above with me for the rest of my life.

=) Being pampered when I'm in my most lowest state.

=) Buying pretty shiny bling things that is useless to me. The feeling of having bought something pretty.

=) Singing to me.

=) Buying pretty underwear.

=) Being called Princess. hah!

=) Sharing a tub of Ben & Jerry's.

=) Talking till we fall asleep.

=) When my hair smells good.

=) When I have a good book in my hands.

=) When I see a baby walking.

=) The sweet smell of a baby's head.

=) When I listen to that particular song that reminds me of you.

That Song.

2008-10-31T03:20:00.000-07:00

DIWALI 2008!

What can I say. It was a blast! Thanks to all those who came! Thank you Cindy, Pat, Shabri, Ida, Fifa, Syrah Denise, Yeeling, Ivy, Zarry, Dama and Asrinah.

You all made my day! Soo funny! Had a funky start to the day due to some technical difficulties with the saree.. So lehche.. But Soooo PRETTY!! whee.. Thanks for the cake my darling, the yummy B&J icecream form cindy, the chocolates from pat and the orgasmic chocolate dipped marshmellows from shabri!!!

YUMMY!

The Must Have Pose. To start the day off we have the swing!

Mr and Mrs Kalarasingam. Soo cute rite these two..

It's all about the angles. HAHA.. Dont let this picture fool you ok.

With Sumisweet! *hyperventilates and faints* hahaha

Mr Teacher and Miss IR *colgate advert*

My favourite self obsessed picture.

See all the PIGS nicely eating without me! HAHAHAHA.. All attack the prawn sambal only..

This cute lil doll will grow up to be a camwhore just like all her god sisters.Haha

Them doing the NASTY on my bed...

All satisfied you evil people.. bloody "chickens"

Group shot before they left..

Then came the Shatec Group. Shabri, Cindy, Pat and Su *hell's group*

You looked sooo pretty and well put together!! ahahaha

Si beh act cute... now you see all 'demure'.. just scroll down to the next picture..

Demure ran away from her!!! HAHAHAHA

Yes Shab.. We all know you have an awesome phone.. which takes very sloooow pictures. pfft

Alot of things were happening around me actually..

Pat, Cindy and Shabri.. Where was I?

cousins came over to visit!

Next day on the way to malaysia.. I had to wake up early to take my MC.. only to find out the doctor took MC as well... HAHAHA

Divina's hair was tempting me.. haha

Daddy and mommy all bollywoodified..

Ok let me introduce my mom's side of the family to you ok.. here goes..

Me, Daddy, Grandma, Mom, Sister *missing the brother*

Girisha, Aunty Sushi, Grandma and Uncle Vanu*missing Divya*

Rajeev, Uncle Chandaran, Grandma, Aunty Prema, Bindiya
Saujini, Mohan mama, Grandma, Aunty Mahesh, Sharmili, Divina and Yuven
Ashwin, Aunty Jaya, Grandma, Nivashini, Davin *missing Uncle Vasu*
Uncle Sasi, Suthashan, Shasvina, Grandma, Aunty Khomi, Vishal

Aunty Shela, Aishwaria, Grandma, Areshia, Kitchi Mama
Well thats All I have for Diwali 2008. Thanks for all the wishes and gifts and hongbaos! hahah

Hope you guys had a great time as well

Love,

Suji

2008-10-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHO'S GOING TO BE AT THE RHIANNA CONCERT!!!

2008-10-03T19:20:00.000-07:00

Tekka was HELL yesterday.. Trust me.. Even though it's not as crowded.. the heat can kill you.. haha and me thinking i was oh so smart wore long sleeves... *BIMBO* I swear my boobs started perspiring!! HAH

Anyhoo, Shab's mom's shop sells the prettiest suits!! Soo bringing my mom back there to get more suits.. simple and cute! that's what i like! ahahhahaah

this is sooo random..

oh oh! my daddy went to China today.. woke up at 4.30AM to send him to the airport.. I think his friend was kinda amazed that all three of us kissed our dad before he went through the gate.. ahahahahah... WHAT!!! it's tradition!! hahahahahaah feels weird without kissing goodbye.. ahaha dont drink the milk there daddy!!!!! ahahahahaha miss you! see you on weds!! MUACKS!!

2008-10-02T02:23:00.000-07:00

I came online with the mind set to post all the pics and blog about it.. but I'm using my Bro's PC instead of my laptop which has all the pic in it.. sooo bummer..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE.

2008-10-02T01:13:00.000-07:00

Was Youtube-ing the whole time due to lessons being cancelled. Came across the famous YouTube singer Marie Digby's site.. Here's the lyrics to one of her song that really hits home with me.

Dear Friend By Marie Digby.

dear friend i haven’t heard from you in ages
I wonder how you’re making out
last time we talked i felt the space growing
between us
I didn’t think you’d go so far
tell me how could you just vanish
without giving me any reasons
what were you thinking
and does this all make sense to you?

it’s hard when you dont say anything
when I gave you everything
and still you slip right through my fingers
its hard when you dont say anything
is this how you finish things?
because to me, this doesn’t feel like the end.. dear friend

it’s not like me to put my trust in somebody
but to you I gave it all
and if you’d asked me I would soften all your falls
but now it’s me who’s stumbling

tell me how could you just vanish
without giving me any reasons
what were you thinking?
and does this all make sense to you?

its hard when you dont say anything
when I gave you everything
and still you slip right through my fingers
it’s hard when you don’t say anything
is this how you finish things
cause to me this doesn’t feel like the end… dear friend..

2008-09-28T23:58:00.000-07:00

First day of classes came and went. Like I was only in class for what? 2 hours?? Hahaha.. And that was it.. End Of School. Pffft. Waste my precious sleep man! I have sooooo many pics to upload here.. soon soon.. wait for the weekends baby!!!!

till then
suji

ps:/ I dont need you as much as you think I do. jerk!

2008-09-21T04:21:00.000-07:00

So I have another week of Outlet Training to go before I bid farewell to the F&B line. Though I've whined and complained about this 3 months attachment to EVERYONE, I've got to say that I'm really going to miss it.

The hours were hell, the transportation and food expenses burned my very pretty purse, the treatment we got from certain kitchen staff were really insulting, the uncooked staff meal and the lack of sleep would be enough to put me through the roof. But along with the bad came to good. =)

New friends from other classes, new bonds made within old classmates, got to know awesome trainers with alot of advices for us, all the fun and laughter shared between all of us, personal problems shared and solved, got to know other sides of classmates which you never knew existed before, people who didnt even talk in school becoming very good friends. I'm going to miss all that.

The truth is.. When we are stripped out of our element, we have to try to adjust and survive on our own. Being stripped from my own comfort zone made me realize I can be on my own and not depend on others. I gain new friendships with people I didnt know I could click with before this. I sometimes wonder if we didnt have this attachment that we would still be fake-ly polite to each other.

I hope what has been created in the 3 months wont change when we head back to school in a weeks time. I'll treasure all the memories with me. It has been a good 3 months. And I thank everyone for making it easy..

Much Love,
Suji

2008-08-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

In a relationship with my HP.. pfft.. whatever..

2008-07-29T04:59:00.000-07:00

I'm Baaaa-ack! Ok whateverrr suji! come on....

Surprisingly I dont HATE working. hahahahaha given my 3 day quitosia disease.. HAH!

I really love the people I've been working with.. even if there's a hint of drama going on here and there we all work to help each other in every possible way... AND I ONLY HAVE 4 MORE DAYS WITH THEM!!!! No fair I say!!! They are all soooo cute... aiyo so fun to work with them... i wonder what the other batch will be like.. *looks up *

Ida's coming over tmr!!!!! To the RP Officials.. Do take note that IDA'S PP is 1/12 done by me.. So if you would kindly transfer some of her credits over to shatec's acc under SUJITHA NAIR.. feel free to do so.. I will not stop in anyway.. Or if not.. I accept Cash! Dont be shy.. I'll be waiting at my doorstep.. lol

Ok people who have asked me to relink them... You all know how lazy I was back then... Well GUESS WHAT!!?! I still am plus on top of that I'm a tech bimbo plus on top of that I'm tried! so please hold on till I or my blog asst. Miss Ida relinks you all... *hint hint to MISS IDA* hahahahah

ok i'm done. Thanks for wasting you time one my precious blogs for a very very random post. You know you love me.

Still a happy trooper.

have fun one and all.

2008-07-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

It's been what? 2, 3 weeks? Suddenly everyone busy ar? not bad ar.. *pfft*

Charcoal's been awesomely fun but tiring for sure. I'm all zombie-fied during the weekdays. Made friends with alot of them.. Super crazy and energetic.. I LIKE! But I'm left with only 3 more weeks here.. And I'll be going to rossette. Been meeting up with darling ida almost everyweek.. I always like talking to her. It's like she's the only one who knows whats going on now.. and I like it that way.. *sealed lips*

life is a ball of confusion.. hahaha... When the siao meets the siao.

I'm a happy trooper.. for now..

2008-06-29T04:51:00.000-07:00

How time flies.. What a cliche, I know. But it's true, my holidays is over even before I could get used to waking up late in the afternoon. Hell I've been waking up at 9.30am 4 out of the 5 days. HOW ANNOYING! And now I have to wake up at an ungodly hour of 5am to get ready..

Life Is Really Not Fair.

2008-06-25T08:43:00.000-07:00

It's 11.43pm and I'm still not asleep. This is soo not me. And talking bout eyebags on the way home with cindy and pay is not a good thing. Now I keep on looking at the mirror coz of it. HAH! Thanks girls. pffft.

Shopping in Arab St at 1pm is sooooo not a good idea. I swear I almost died of heatstroke. The weather is HORRIBLE! Never I tell you NEVER go there in the afternoon! But it was all good. They loved my cake! pat being a dum dum hates peanut butter so she didnt have any of the cookies....

oh oh!! I forgot! I saw denise darling while I was waiting for the bus.. ahahahah HELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ok i'm just bored... my bro is like watching some malayaalam singing contest... *looks up at god*

2008-06-20T23:07:00.000-07:00

Welcome back to my very sad and pathetic blog. Well, NOT ANY MORE! *sticks out tounge*

I promised you guys a post filled mith pictures and you're going to get one. So, you all can SHUT UP and ENJOY! HAH!

Let's start from the lastest happenings to the oldest ok. Shall we start now. Ready, Get Set, GO! *slaps head*

First up: Daddy's Day!

The discussion of where in the world to go to celebrate started right after Mother's day ended! Lol. In the end we decided to go to Sakura Internation at Clementi. We were actually smart enough to go the day before Father's day. hehe (lesson learned from last year's mother's day).

So yeah, here it goes.

My very handsome father Mr. Kalarasingam! *ROARRR* hahahaha

I can galdly say this: "I got it from my Mama!" Find out what I mean.. lol

Her meds must have kicked in. Happy high Butterfly.

Say your Grace before eating kids!

The YUMMY CAKES!!!!!!!!!!!! The oreo one was like shit!

Bro: I wonder what they have over there hmmmm... Me: Yeah whatever.. Urgh the meat is soo tough!

The typical WHAT-YOU-WANT!!!! look.

No more food infront of you. Attack the one beside you I say!

The vainpots! the one in blue especially! lol

We got it from our mama! My mom is HOT! low cut all.. lol
THIS is for always saying "aah" as a reply for goodnight to me! *grumbles*

Darly Advertisment. Enuff said.

You Dont Even Need FaceWarp.

See my dear Brother. We love you. *aww moment*

"EHHH!! you got something up your nose.. wait ar....

"Let me get it out for you.....

"I'll just leave it on your head ok.. Nah... You're welcome brother!"

The Devil. The Bitch. The Busy One.

Everyone ready?? AWWWWWWWWWWWW

Taken and edited by yours truly.. 50 going on 20.

Ask him to pose nice nice.. He pose like this.. Ignore him..

On the day of Father's Day, my parents went to Malaysia truly Asia. My bro and I went down to Jurong Point to buy my dad a few shirts and ingredients for the cake we were go to bake for him.

FIFAH AND IDA THIS IS THE CAKE!!!!!!!!! Both of us made it from SCRATCH ar!! No ready made ANYTHING!!! Cake in my house normally last like a week or two even if was from Secret Recipe or Prima Deli..... But THIS cake!!!! Wah Lao... 3rd day ALL GONE!!!!!!! It was that shiok!

*DROOLS*

Ok Second we have : DTM 07'B' CTIS to Fish Spa

Everything was fine till the last part.. Dont really wanna talk about it. The 4 of us went our own way to Lot 1 to have lunch after that.. Which I puked out at home.. No I'm not bulimic. Do I look like a person who has an eating disorder? lol

Sorry Papat! Tried to crop your head head but couldnt!!!! That Eileen by the way.

The 4 of us did not even plan on wering the same thing. End up all wore white. Same brand. Pat Eileen and me even wore the same design.. lol

Snacking after feeding the fishes.

Cheena Mama!

Cheena Minah

Ok for those who have often come over to my house will know that each time they come to visit my room gets messier and messier.. Clothes both clean and dirty, bags, hangers, undies and bras, tissues, hair and dust ALL over the floor. With limited place to even stand.. Well I got sooo pissed off with my room cos I could not find any clean nice smeeling clothes to wear anymore.. So with the help of my wonderful OCD Brother and OCD Mommy I cleaned up my ENTIRE room plus the cupborads and drawers.

BEHOLD!!!!! MY NEW CLEAN ROOM

I re-arranged my bed's position.. Air con is super shiok now!!!

LOOK!! JUST LOOK AT MY DRAWER TOP! Remember what it used to be.. a mountain of STUFF! Old and new piled on top of another.. *shudders*
And we have WALKING SPACE!!!!

LOOK LOOK! There used to be tons and tons of junk under my sis's bed... ITS ALL GONE!!

SEE SEE!!!! AIYOO!! I tell you!!! I'm SOOOOOO PROUD OF MYSELF.... and the best part is... IT STILL LOOKS LIKE THIS AFTER 2 months!!! wheeeeeeeeeee

Mommy's Day is next.... My grandma come down to Singapore for 3 weeks to stay with us! When she's around there is always something to eat lah.. I tell you.. All the tea time snacks...

My mommy.. My mommy's Mommy!

The sisters with new hairstyle and colour!

When ever we take pics together.. the common remark: See See colgate Advertisment.. lol

Cute grandma with a cute heart shape cake which tasted awful to me...

New hair colour!!! Half black half brown NO MORE BABY!! Reddish Brown is the way to go. Although it looks super red here.. lol

Theme Party

This semester our class had to organize a theme party for our Training Restaurant subject. This project was a real eye opner for all of us, We got to know who our classmates really are. Eye power was every where. Conflicts more than compromise. Just another day for my class.

Anyway, Our theme was Wild wild west. We had to dress up like cow boys and girls...

Shatec's Diploma in Tourism Management. Your country's future Vacuum Aunty and Sweeping Lady.
Run like the wind Bull's eye!

My dad and mom came to support. but Mom was pissed that she had to pay 12 bucks just to eat tasteless mash potatoes.. Poor mommy.

Finally we come to Food Hotel Asia. FHA for short. It was a week long event at Expo. And of all the classes in Shatec, my class was chosen to participate in it... But i was AWESOME I tell you.. No school for one whole week, we get to around all 6 halls tasting food from other countries like Hong Kong, Japan, Korea, Aussie, New Zealand, Turkey, USA, Egypt, Malaysia and many more.. It was awesome.... The only pain in the ass thing was the journey from Lakeside ALL the way to Expo!!! Sore butt man!

Me.Cindy.Eileen.Patricia

Under my block after the event. with ida.

Cheena Minah
See the extra at the back!!!!!! Spoiler!

Yummy food!

All in all FHA was the BOMB! We got to know many VIP's in the industry,

Awesome free food, and..

Free imported BOOZE! What NOT to love you tell me! lol

Let me introduce the See-You-In-Hell Bar personnels

Suji, Cindy, Pat
Shabri and

Putri! lol... Its only between us.. so yeah.. See ya'll in hell in 5 or 6 decades!

So there you go! As I promised. See you when I see you!

2008-05-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

Yes Yes.. I have been away for a long time. So much so that i forgot my own password. So what's been going on with me you may ask?(or may not, whatever). Well it's been a hell ride from the start.

Shatec has a way of sucking the living soul out of a person. And for someone who is game for a meet up anytime, I have been cooped up at home for 3 weeks now. I've not been able to contact my male bestie in months which has been sending me on tons of guilt trips. I've made people worried sick letting them think that I *poofed* into thin air.

You see, my school thinks all of us are no life loosers, with no such things as social lifes. That's why they see it as a way of helping us to kill our boredom at home. By throwing us 4 high weightage project all at one go with the same datelines and for the icing, they hand us a freaking Theme Party to organise.

Like " oooooooo, since they are toooo free with ONLY 4 projects, lets help them by asking them to organise a theme party that will decide their fate of failing or passing the subject!! Now wont that be such fun!"

Then on top of school, skeletons have been surfacing to try to win me over again. which I think is sooo creepy. All at one go. Now how creepingly creepy is that?!? To tell you the truth, my mind is blank and I have no idea what I suppose to be actually typing.

Come on now, Let's ALL say it together:

SUJITHA! YOU NEED A LONG BREAK!!

2008-05-01T02:27:00.000-07:00

Wont be blogging about anything anytime soon. Reason: I have no mood to do so.

I can feel myself changing. I see myself distaning from everyone, friends and family. Everyone. I just need a moment of slience from everyone. Stop nagging me. Stop bitchin to me. Stop complaining to me. Stop acting cute. Stop being someone you are not. Stop harassing me. Stop threatening me. Stop thinking that you are better than me. Stop trying to bring me down.

JUST STOP.

2008-04-25T21:36:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Yes yes.. I KNOW I have been a total MIA criminal. How could this happen? ME? not updating for a month? Thats soooo not me.. I can tell you that I have soooooo much to talk bout that it's ridiculous! BUT.. I've been super busy and tired beyond anything to even bother to go online.. ok these are the things I will be blogging about soon.. I said SOON!

1) ECP BBQ
2) IKEA outing with my sexy
3) Fifa's B'day Surprise
4) Randon stuff
5) Food and Hotel Asia (FHA)

so yeah.... with tons of pictures to boast.. lol

2008-03-26T04:52:00.000-07:00

I promised myself I wouldn't blog till AFTER my exams.. But problems around me are forcing me to do otherwise. Seriously, seriously, seriously sick of all the drama popping up. Like S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y!!!!!

Yes, we know now that we left you out. Yes, we understand how you feel. Yes, we now you are hurt thus blaming anyone and everyone for it. But seriously, the truth for you not being invited was that we actually forgot about you. No one is to blame. It's just that every other time we go out, you don't seem to be there. You always seem pre-occupied. It just became a pattern... Our bad. We made a mistake. That does not give you the right to make us sound like we abandon you as a friend. Or make us sound like we hate you or something. That is just wrong.

No matter what you wanna say Yeeling, WE do NOT take friendship lightly. We never have. We never will. This friendship matters to me soo much you have no idea. So dont make this go away. I'm sick of always hearing and trying to solve problems within out group.. CAN WE NOT HAVE SUCH PETTY THINGS IN OUT GROUP ANYMORE? LIKE SERIOUSLY. Arent you all sick of it too?

The only way we can get over this is for ALL of us to learn to not hold grudges against one another.. It's that simple. Make a mistake. Talk about it once or twice. Learn from it. Forget about it and MOVE ON! Now isnt that simple..

So, if you think we deliberately outcasted you, Yeeling, we are sorry. I have nothing more to say. There is nothing else to explain. This is the truth. Take it or leave it.

peace.

2008-03-22T05:04:00.000-07:00

Ok I know I said I wont be blogging anymore. But this is just too good or bad (you'll find out later) to ignore.

Now we all know the wonders makeup/picasa/photoshop and any other enhancing programme can do to a face/pic. And you ALL know I love my make up and I LOVE editing the lighting of my pictures. But at least I still look like the real me.

I came across this picture on friendster. I told my friend.. "FAKE! top to bottom fake!" From the hair to the eyebrow, to the eye colour, to the skin, to the lips.. ALL FAKE.. The only thing I'm guessing is real is the specs.. That too I have a suspicion that it's from Bugis Village, 2 for $10, or something. Wouldn't you agree with me?

Awwww.. Dont be disappointed. I'm not going to let you imagine what she REALLY looks like. I'm going to put you out of THAT misery and SHOW you what she actually looks like. For those who have a weak heart, I dont think you can handle the shock. So I'm warning you, don't take the risk.

Ok, brace yourself people.....

BE HOLD!!!!!!! THE TRUTH IS OUT!

This is what she really looks like.

*counts the number of people who fainted*

So the next time you think you are viewing some model's/hunk's profile on Friendster. Let me warn you. Nothing is ever real in this world anymore.

For real now. No more updates.

Love me, no haters pls. lol

2008-03-22T04:00:00.000-07:00

Exams suck the life out of me. Seriously. They do. No seriously. They do. See. I have no life now. And I cant believe you are actually still reading this. That means you either don't have a life, like me. OR.. You are just bored out of your mind, like Ida. LOL!

Well, ANYWAYYYY! Exams will be over next week and all Shatec students will enjoy 1 pathetic week of holiday before we return to the hell hole we call school. Pffft. Dont get me wrong, I'm grateful to be in Shatec. But all the drama-mamas are getting to me. It seems that no matter how much you try to pull yourself away from them, they always manage to hang on you like a leech. It's kinda sad really.

So as I was saying before I side-tracked, I WILL BE FREE FROM NEXT FRIDAY ONWARDS. Anyone who wants to have plans with me please let me know. I WANT TO BE BUSY FROM DAY TO NIGHT, AND NOT BE STAYING AT HOME. Please lah, you have to understand that holidays in Shatec is like a begger getting a MILLION BUCKS! So yeah.. msg me, email me, msn me,f'ster msg me, facebook msg me or whatever!!! I DO NOT WANT TO STAY AT HOME DURING MY HOLIDAYS!

till then, the princess-sy one will be rotting under piles of notes. If you dont hear from me call the police.. I might have been choked to death by my notes or something.. Ok that was stupid..

BYE till friday sweeties!!

2008-03-20T07:18:00.000-07:00

Daaaaammm deeeee daaaaammm deeeeeee daaaaammmmmmmm

Coco you are sooooo hot.. *faints* *grins like a goofy teenager* lol

2008-03-15T20:58:00.000-07:00

Please dont worry about me, I' fine
Only going to play the fool one time.

They ask me how I'm doing. I reply them, I'm fine=]. Only god knows I'm lying.
Dead inside, fake outside.
How many blows can one person take?
I know I've had enough of all this crap.
The more I hope for, the more I'm let down.
The more I hurt myself.
The more I feel like shit.
The more I have to pretend I'm ok.
The more I have to act as if I dont care.
The more I have to lie about what's going on.
The more I have to cry myself to sleep.
The more I have nightmares.
The more I lay awake in bed.

I've had enough. I need a break. I need to focus. I need some 'ME' time. I'm done pleasing everyone else. Can someone please me?

I'm too fly to be depressed.

2008-03-14T05:12:00.000-07:00

I realize that my blog has become too wordy and too bitchy. It's time to change this habit.

So for your viewing pleasure.. TA DAAAAA!!!!

Let me formally introduce you to Pat and Cindy. hahaha

This Indian here is Patricia Jean Paul aka Pat aka Pandi. I've told her this many times. During our orientation, when I first saw her, this was what I thought to myself "oh man.. what a snobbish bitch. That's it.. Gone case" HAHAHAHA I even complain to ida bout her! I even remember kicking her in the knee while climbing up the stairs.. Accidentally of course. hahaha

This Chinese here is Cindy Wong aka Cindy Naidu aka Indian wannabe. LOL. I did not even notice her in class until we were supposedly to be in the same group for Intro Econs. She turned around and gave me this wide smile and waved at me so excitedly. LOL I was like errrr... hahah

And i even told my friend that she looked so gui kia.. lol I REALIZE I WAS SOOOOO WRONG TO ASSUME THAT!!!! Cindy is a lian at heart!! ahhahahahahaha just kidding.. she is soo bitchy I love it!!!!!!

My two darlings in school.. OH MY GOD! I cannot believe I have such wonderful bitchy girls as my close friends! I LOVE YOU TWO MANY MANY MANY!!!!!!!!

The free labourers on the way to school.. We are damn spoilt can! From Westmall to Shatec "eh lets take taxi lah!!! " Oh and for your info the fare is $3.60 from Westmall to Shatec. haha

During Gong Xi Fa Cai! Went to Cindy's house.. Got bitten by Dingo (her dog).. Went to Marina for the golden coin shit thing.. which was a waste of time. really annoying.

Cindy: Su, dont let the guy with the pram go first!!!

Me: I KNOW I KNOW! He think what he carry pram he big ar? HAHAHAHA

Oh! this is the cousin who everyone says looks like me... Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

23/2/2008

Had last min plans with Cindy. 2 loose cannons in Orchard. Train ride was freaky! All eyes were on me.. Cindy knows why... lol never see girl before ar!!! *grumbles*

I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAVE NEVER TRIED THE $3.20 CHICKEN BEFORE!!! OH MY GOD!!! to die for lah!!!!!!! Super Shiok!!! omg cindy you sick for not telling me about this earlier... I wont say no to anyone who wants to go to far east anymore! I'm craving for it now...

Oh.. we spent a total of 30 bucks on..................... NEOPRINTS! *drops dead*

14/2/2008 V'day with the girls.

Dama, Mariam, Denise and me!

errr she loves me.. abit TOO much?!?

no comments.. the minah and the cheena pok.

Both must thank me for taking such pretty pics of ur faces.. lol

V'day rose. =]

Tourism Geo Presentation.

Our group presented on Turkey. We got 9/10 for it. Considering everything was super last min and super rushed... not bad at all..

Shabri, Suji, Vern, Fad, Sarah, Paul, Eileen.

Deco done by yours truly.

OMG.. you see that black top?? This black top was the biggest headache EVER... I walked the whole of FREAKING IMM AND JE, in my heels, after I stood in my heels for 5 freaking hours for TR, just to find that bloody black top!!!! *grumbles*

10/3/2008 - Ivy's surprise B'day party.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee.... Ivy Lim Su Fang!! You are an old cow!! 19 already ar.... hahahahaha

Super shiok cake.. but we were too stuff from all the things we ate at Seoul Garden to eat it.. end up we gave fifa's work friends to enjoy after their shift. HAHAHAHA...

we made her do this....

..... only coz we didnt sabo her with cream on her face.. HAHAHA sorry ivy.. lol

The very expensive balloon hahahahaha.. but i just wanted to make u mahlu ivy.. ahhahahaha

the very yummy looking cupcakes dama and denise made for her..

my darling.. the wonders of cropping! hahahahha

yes i know.. i'm very kissable.. dont worry.. there's plenty of me to love.. hahahaha

see i love her too!!

I saw this in Ida beh's friendster... I MISS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i'm done with the photo log!!!!! off to do research!

take care my darling.. i love you all many many many many!!!

2008-03-12T06:20:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like going up to that person who made you so pissed and just screaming your lungs out right in their faces?

Well, I've been feeling like this and imagining that scene for the pass two weeks. I'm going to be frank here, you see I have a very messed up class. A day is never called a day if there isnt any gossip. There HAS to be gossip. Never mind if the gossip is real or fake. It's getting really shitty to go to school nowadays, cos all you see around you is gossip being passed around. Eyes watching your every move, your every reaction.

No one can be trusted. Not even the teachers (P&C my arse). It really makes you wonder who your real friends are. Friends. What does that even mean in my class? hmm. More like just classmates.

The only two sane ones I have left are my darling Cindy and Patricia. They are the ones I look forward to see when I step into school. They are the ones who make classes suck abit less.

Wondering what happened to the 3rd name? Well our dear friend/foe decided to be the true bitch that she is. You can tell the WHOLE world that we ignored you cos WE were jealous that YOU were spending time with your BF. But wait. PUH-LEASE. Dont send yourself to greater heights yet. I have something to tell you. Let's start shall we:

1) Can you tell me the dates and the places we went to together?
Ans: 26 Nov 2007, Fish & Co, Changi Airport. and 30 Jan 2008, Secret Recipe, PS. And it was only for mine and Cindy's B'day. Were you ever with us any other time? *thinks long and hard* I DONT THINK SO.

2) How many times have you even chatted with me on msn?
Ans: twice. and both was regarding project matters.

3) How long was our last Phone conversation?
Ans: HECK! I've never even talked to you over the phone before.

4) How much do you know about me?
Ans: You dont even know how many siblings I have.

5) How many times have I talked to you when only the two of us were present?
Ans: never. I realize I never talk to you UNLESS cindy and pat were there.

So my dear, You can see for yourself. You were never close to us from the start. Even thought I joined the group later I was welcomed. But YOU were the "ORIGINAL" ones. Even so, you never 'clicked'/'gel well' with us. And this was even when we were on good terms. So don't go around telling people that we started ignoring you cos of your freaking bf. We have more interesting things happening in our lives to get upset over ur, as you put it, "oh so handsome wonderful BF". Oh man.. I SO BEG TO DIFFER

You know for a fact that you skrewed up the presentation. And that you didnt contribute any useful info to the group. Dont tell me you were surprised that they graded you down? Do you actually think they are fools? You slack like a pig while I know how hard they worked just to cover the 3 lazy asses, YOU really think you would get the full marks? Are you really THAT STUPID or are you just plain RETARDED? Choose one.

Dont get all smart and try to fire back at us. We are still being our nice selves. Dont let us show you the bitch in us. Trust me. You will crumble.

2008-02-05T22:19:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there,
If only I knew what I know today.

Weekend with the girls was great. I have not met up with the 4 of them for soooo long. From Plaza Sing to Marina Square to Bugis to Arab St and finally to Haji Lane.. lol..

Loved the random laughters, the tons of harmless gossips, the loads of pictures, the first timers.. LOL.. I loved it. It was soo relaxed for once. Normally with the whole group meets up, there would be alot of tension building between us. But on saturday, it felt good. It felt right. But my two gundoos didnt come.. Ivy and Zarry.. u wait ar....

PS: I'm sorry my darlings.. but I think I'll take like a year and a half to upload the pics lah.. I am THAT lazy to install the programme.. LOL

2008-02-01T07:20:00.000-08:00

I dont get why girls post pictures of themselves in Friendster, but give captions like:

1) I know I look ugly. Like hello! If you know you are ugly, why advertise to the whole world. And if you really are ugly, you dont have to say it out. We have eyes, we know you look ugly.

2) I look fat!!!. And this coming from stick-figure-skinny-till-you-can-see-the-organs-sticking-out-skinny people. Pffft.. give me a break lah!

3) *sticks out middle finger* DONT MESS WITH ME/ US! This is the most lamest, childish, most-deserving-to-be-shot-in-the-head line.

And what's with the nicknames: Yishun BALA, Minah Seri, Baby Cutie, Ang Mo Kio Sweetie, Boo boo baby, Sexy Nana.

God, the day I saw a WHALE posing with the caption " I know I look sexy", was the day I knew doomsday had arrived.

*Friendster is becoming a joke.*

I'm stuck.

2008-01-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

I cannot express how much I loveeeee my blog skin now! THANK YOU MY DARLING, IDA. I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!

The Singapore Short Story Project always cheats my feelings. It always sound like they are going to show some ghost story.. But it ends up to be something stupid. Like today's show. The way they advertise, you'd think it would be some scary shit rite. BUT NOOOOOOOOOO... It was about an ugly looking dog. I'm serious!! that was the actors EXCACT words: ' I SAW A UGLY DOG'

Yes I realized that this entry has no meaning to it. HEH.. so what..

I cannot believe you are actually going around telling people stuff. YOU have a prob with me. Not THEM. Only me. So yeah. PISS OFF!

I DONT WANNA FREAKING CARRY ANY FREAKING TRAYS FOR TR!

like my sis has been saying for the whole day: SUCKS SIA MY LIFEEEE! LOL

2008-01-25T06:25:00.000-08:00

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know know it you're frozen.

School has been rather tiring this week. I can tell you that I slept like a pig on Wed. Came home after meeting Fifah and Ida at RP, went to bed at 6pm on Wed and I woke up at 6.45am on Thursday! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. BUT! I'm still sleepy. lol

Project stress has started.. Though I feel that this one is going to be less stressful then last semester's one.. *shudders att he thought of last sem's project*

OH AND WAITERESSING IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT FUNNY OK!!!! TOUGH SHIT OK!!! no joke.. my hand turned to jelly lah carrying the tray of plates.... *faint* oh god, please help me.. Princesses are not suppose to be carrying trays all.. *grumble*

I need someone to hear me scream my heart out. Someone to calm me down when i cry. So much pent up fustrations. I'm crumbling inside me. I need help. I seriously do.

2008-01-21T03:48:00.000-08:00

What a week.. What a week.. lol.. School is surprisingly interesting! What with new modules and all.. One of the more interesting ones would definetly be Beverage Studies (for obvious reasons!) and Training Restaurant (TR).

But the timings are a killer.. On most days I start school at 8.30, in which case i have to wake up at 6 in the morning coz all of you know I take lightyears to get ready! lol.. And we end like at 6 or 7?? Only exception is on Weds, when we end at 11.30!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!

TR is actually not as bad as I thought. I can honestly tell you i was dreading TR from the second week of my 1st term.. lol.. It looked scary what with the strict looking F&B Trainers. But now, after two lessons it's quite fun.. So far I've learned 16 different kinds of napkin folding designs. (not really a big deal to many of you but hey. I like it) Lol... So yeah, so far so good yeah.

Well, let's just hope I still have this mindset in another 5 weeks. That's when we have to start serving real people. With real food. WHICH will determine if i pass or not.. *Oh GOD, Help this poor soul* lol

Anyhoo!!! Dama mama said we will be having a movie date on the 2nd of Fed! 27 Dresses is an AWESOME movie!! Critics gave really good comments on this one and heard it was really funny! SO PLEASE DONT CHANGE THE MOVIE OK!!!!!!!!! I cant wait to see those who will turn up!!

With this.. I am going to get some sleep or something.. I've been deprived!!!!!!!!

P/S: I know I'm going to be busy.. But I still wanna meet up whenever possible. Whenever, Wherever!!! Just call me to confirm!! YEAH.... I'm waaaaiiiiiitttttiiiinnnnggggg!!!!

I love you my darlings!

2008-01-17T03:40:00.000-08:00

I'm going to be brutally honest here. And since you want us to be matured and speak up Joy, I will. Just for you.

I am PISSED. Like seriously. Stop going around accusing people of doing things they have not even done. I was nicely minding my own business and going off to the peaceful dreamland when i got a msg:

Msg 1: Please.. Next time u all wanna tag me, use a real name.. Dun act as if u r very matured. Call me childish or what, i dun care, just say it in my blog. Dun go disturb my fren's tag board.. Tq..

Msg 2: And i did not mess up with *********'s life.. She did on her own.. Dunno wad she told ya but perhaps u would rather listen to her den me now so explaining would be a waste..

I got pissed. I have nooo idea what's your prob and your reason of the IP code being almost identical is total bull. I dont buy it. That's just the way i am.

Listen Joy, I have no idea what's happening with you and her again. And frankly I dont really give a hoot. Dont you find it a pattern between the two of you? Like seriously.. It's ridiculous.. It's getting old. It getting out of hand.

Yes, I'm not going to act all goody by saying badmouthing is wrong. Because I admit I did say things behing her back before, I was one of them. In fact, we ALL were.. And I really mean ALL! But that was back then, I am so over all this backstabbing and gossiping shit. I have enough of that happening around me in my school, I dont need more of it elsewhere.

You said that your blog is open for all to see. But now, when I want to view your blog to find out what exactly is going on, YOU seem to have closed your blog or shifted or whatever. Main thing is, it's no longer there. Hmmm.. Dare I ask why?

You can go on saying that you have stopped doing this and that and that you dont want to waste your time on such childish people. But to tell you the truth Joy, I really dont think you will ever change. Part of you will always be like this. This is my opinion. You cant blame me for having an opinion. I am human afterall.

I just have one thing to say to ALL of you: I believe very strongly in Karma. You can do everything in the world, be it good or bad, but one day the acts that you partake on will only hit you back in the face 4 times harder. Whatever you do now will haunt you back sooner or later.

So there Joy. I hope you are happy that I'm being very matured and not being an anon like you assumed I did. I dont hide behind ANYONE. If I have something to say to you I will tell it like it is. I dont like playing games. I'm too old for the petty games being played.

P/S: I dont care if I have crossed the line here. So if you want to bombard my tag with words just do so. I really dont give two hoots about what people have to say about me.

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but such words will never hurt me.

2008-01-07T04:54:00.000-08:00

A week has passed for great 'ol 2008! *geng geng*.. well I say 'BIG-FREAKING-DEAL' pffft...

Now that I'm legal and all.. EVERYONE has been asking me the same thing: Hey! you wanna go clubbing with me? OR So.. Have you gotten drunk yet? *faints-old-Tamil-movie style*

Like seriously, what the hell? The first question has been very very veryyyy tempting.. LOL.. But I dunnoe.. Knowing my mom, mentioning the word 'clubbing' to her is like telling her, "Ma, I'm going out and coming home pregnant and why not I'll bring home HIV too." LOL ok i know it's not funny.. But if I'm ever going, I'm going to bring my 2 sinners with me.. lol

AND as for the second question.. That's just downright DUMB! Imagine a random guy coming up to you and saying, "Hey! You're 18!! Have you gotten drunk yet?" All I did was just stare with my mouth half open in shock at this guy's stupidity..

I didnt know that one has to be 18 to get high or drunk.. bloody piece of nonsense.. lol

ok enough of that..

lately I'm feeling numb.. I seriously have to stop doing this to myself.. haiyoooooooooo...

Like I've been telling everyone.. Life is too short to hold back on things just coz of culture or religion. afterall we are all humans first, then comes religion. So why all these restrictions? Just Let loose and enjoy the ride. Looking at how things have been going.. I wanna PARTYYYY away this year.. soon la.. veryyy soon.... *evil smile*

You know you love me Darlings! *wink*

2008-01-05T02:47:00.000-08:00

I really enjoyed my countdown this year. Basically coz it wasnt AT HOME!

Ok let me give you a round-up of what has been happening for the past 18 years of my life on New Year Eve: *countdown starts* 10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1.. HAPPY NEW YEAR! Shakes hands and hugs however is at home. Then... "Ok good nite everyone" and I head off to money land. LOL.... LOSER I know... [laugh and make fun all you want lah] LOL..

But this year me and my two tembams made a last min decision to go down to sentosa! WHEEEEE... All thanks to my monthly bestfriend, I could not go to the temple for my grandma's death anniversary. *still feels damn guilty*

ida came over to my house to get ready while i took my own sweet time to bath and whatnot.. was suppose to meet fifa at 7 but guess what time this Princess reached the interchange? lol 8.30!!! ahahahhaahahahhah

ok long story short: went to siloso, saw the whole bangala/vietnam/india/china workers getting drunk around us, witness very pretty fireworks, sinned, walked around, stayed up the whole nite just talking cock, pigging out and just having fun with my two dearest besties.

All in all, It was all goooood. *goofy smile*

The whole of sentosa smelled of alcohol by the way. But who's complaining? lol No pics coz I accidentaly deleted the folder and i'm just too darn lazy to upload them again.. plus we all looked like crap.. so it's ok...

OH OH OH!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WISHES TO DAMA MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U OLD COW U!! hahahahahhahaha

2007-12-27T01:18:00.000-08:00

2006

2007

A few more days and it'll be 2008. I know its abit cliche to say this but time really passes by fast. Don't you guys agree.
I look back on the events that took place in 2007 and I find myself smiling.
I smile coz I had so much fun as well as messed up moments in my life.
I smile coz I know I've become a better person.
I smile coz I know I'm always going to be surrounded by the people who mean the world to me and more.
I smile coz I've made soo many great friends who have such big and kind hearts.
I smile coz I know no matter what I do, be it good or bad, I have people who will be there for me. People who without them, I might not even be where I am today.
I smile coz I know life can only get better from this moment onwards.
I smile coz I'm loved by the right people.
I smile coz some people thought I would crumble in all the pressure and stress. But look where I am now and look where they are.
I smile coz I feel like I've given a voice to those who thought their life was over went they could'nt make it to any poly or jc.
I smile coz I once thought I was a good for nothing piece of dirt.
I smile coz my mom and I have a scerect bond now. And I love that I can share everything with her now. Not having to lie to her about where I am or who I'm with.
I smile coz I have gained back the trust I once lost from my parents.
I smile coz I know that my family is well, healthy and happy.
I smile coz I know my parents and siblings love me to death and that I love them to bits and more.
I smile coz I love who I am, how I am and where I am now.

And my dear darlings. I hope you look back on this year and smile too.

I love you girls and you know it. All 12 of you. I know there will always be this seperation within the group. It has been there all along no matter how much you deny this, its true. But despite this, we are still strong. I will always love all of you. Fifa, Ida, Zarry, Ivy, Denise, Dama, Val, Yiwen, Yeeling, Joy, Asrinah and Sis Mas. You will always have a place in my heart and mind.

Pat, Cindy and Tina. I will always love you too.. You still have to put up with me for 3 years! lol.. I love you!!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
*sloppy kisses and warm hugs*

2007-12-20T03:29:00.000-08:00

*gives the oops look* lol..

Okaaaaaayyyy.. I know I've not been updating for god-knows-how-long.. I HAVE GOOD REASONS FOR NOT DOING SO OK!!!!!!!!!!!!! *grumbles* I had my exams which i think i'll do well for, I've been a good girl studying and not going online coz of that, I didnt have pics of my B'day for me to upload, I was busy and excited planning for the Chalet which was awesome by the way give and take a few messed up parts. =]

sooooo moving alongggggg......MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONSSSS! I say celebrations coz I had 3 different celebrations. DUH! lol.. 1 which my sexy darlings had for me, 1 surprise birthday which my lovely darlings gave me, and one at my house which my darling parents made happen!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

ok so all of you know, my birthday was on the 26th of November.. If you dont know, please go and shoot yourself or something.... (HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW THE PRINCESS'S BITHDAY????) lol

Celebration #1

so anyways, it was a monday, and we ended school pretty late.. Cindy, Pat and Tina said we needed to be at that place at 7!!! I ONLY HAD LIKE 3 HOURS TO GET READY LAH!!!

ok so I met Cindy and Pat at cityhall. They were really scereative.. until i realized we were like heading towards pasir ris! when we got down at Tanah Merah i knew we were going to the Airport.. lol MUAHAHAHAH i'm not THAT dumb lah...

THEY BROUGHT ME TO FISH & CO!!!

On the way to the ariportttttt....

the threesome.. Tina was already there.

we actually wanted to pose like the coconut tree thingy.. *grumbles*

Peace baby..

My threesome on the train

Fish & co, Fish & co GO! lol

I know i'm too hot to resist lah patttt..

Bloody stuffed!

BUT... there's always room for dessert!

PRESENTS!!! they were sick lah...

I think pat,cindy and tina were abit too honry when they were finding me presents.. lol

I love them, I need them, I will use them... (its collecting dust on my table by the way)

YUP... priceless shot.... the whole crew came out with a cake for me..

and i got to play with sparkles!!

Birthday cake no. 1 =]

I wish for.......... *goofy grin*

candyyyyyyy! *deprived childhood*

I have my very own Fish & co B'day card

Read the bottom... it says : ' Nice presents you got' *faints!

me:cindy:tina:pat... ppl who make school fun to go to..

My indian wannabee.. lol

my Yindiannnn!!!

NOW... she wanted to poledance... tsk tsk tsk... cannot make it lah..

Celebration #2

Met ida and fifah on the train to cityhall.. We headed to marina square coz fifah wanted to my her MP3. I was really shagged and hungry.. so after that we walked around for awhile and decided to go to LJS to have our dinner.. all along fifah was using MY hp on the note that she was talking to her mom about the pricing of the MP3.. and i actually belived her!!! lol she was actually talking to zarrina...

after our food arrived fifah asked me to close my eyes.. i was like huh?? then this ida covered my eyes shut... after awhile they let me open my eye, and all i saw infront of me was this chocolate cake!! I started shouting lah!! (u know how loud i can get) lol.. then out of no where.. our dear friends ivy and zarry appeared from the back.. lol I SCREAMMMMEDDD lah!!!!! lol..... waaaaaa they finally managed to surprise me lah... not bad not bad... lol

a snap before leaving.. lol

cake no.2 lol

we sat at the grass patch near the stairs... lol

can u belive that i actually walked the whole of marina square with that one my head!!*faints*

the Trickers with the trickee:

Idah

Ivy

Zarry

Fifah

Group shotttttt!

Celebration No.3

Had a mini celebration on saturday at home.. invited all my fruites... mom made awesome food as usual... all nicely whack the prawns sambal and the lamb lagasna my bro made.. lol

All set.. =]

daddy and mommy love!

oh brother, i love u!!!!

(sis went out)

Auntyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

I LOVE the gift they got me... wanna know what????

IT'S A HUGE ASS SPONGEBOB DOLL!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

they said i had to kiss everyone if i loved the present:

5 kisses

and because i was irresistable... she kissed me.... lol

what can i say.. we were in a VERY kissy mood.. lol

even when dancing, I'm still ever ready for a pic.. lol

this looks damn wrong... but oh well.. pfffft.. lol

my darling and my bitch...

my behhhhhh (biiiii) lol

my darlings with the two birthday girls.. me and yeeling!!!!

ok there u go.... i FINALLY updated my blog.... with SHIT LOADS OF PICS... the chalet post will be next.. wait for it...lol

2007-11-17T21:16:00.000-08:00

ok so FINALLY blog bout DIWALI!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee=]

Diwali was super fun.. This year was a very alcoholic one. With magaritas, vodka redbull and vodka craneberry flowing around the house. Wheeeeeeeeeee.......

Princess in White =] I Like!! (the only day my house looks THIS clean)

My brother.. *wink wink to someone* lol

Deepavali is the festival of Good(me) vs Evil(sis) *runs away*

My daddy!!! wait... he looks sad to be in a pic with me..*grumbles*

NOW That's more like it!! he's happy!

*ps MOM!!!!! I dont have a pic with u coz u were wearing a very unglam makchik dress ok!!!! LOL

Then around lunch time my sexy's came to my house.. Tina couldnt make it! coz her mom decided to be a bitch! lol TINAAA..... CNY at ur house ok! lol

Meet patpat!!! pretty in GREEEEEEN!! i love green!!! and i love pat!!

the Chindian(avelin vasu) and the indian wannabe(cindy wong/ cindy naidu) LOL

The MARIAH and her BLIND employer.. and my bro being an extra at the back

Had soooooo much fun.. but we had to be the TRANSPOTERS! coz SOME PEOPLE's friends kept on wanting to sit where we were sitting.. so we moved from the cushion to the balcony to my room back to the balcony to my room again and finally to the entrance there... DANM ANNOYING LAH!!! but we had soooooooo much fun gossiping and laughing at cindy's dance!!! lol *sings sexy lady on the floor, keep on coming back for more* LOL *dies of laughter*

5 mins after my sexy left... my darlings came! apparenty they both groups saw each other at the void deck LOL.....

Everyone was there except Val, Ivy and dama! Even SHABIR came!!! wheee =] and as always they plop their butts on the carpet near the entrance.. lol

Candid candid oso those two gundoos can pose pose.. lol

one looking at ida, 2 touching their own hair, 2 touching DENISE, 1 smiling like a crazy girl and 1 inspecting the toy-like camera cindy lend me..LOL

my sister from other mothers.. see see.. even my mom told me we look like sisters.. LOL

Hmmmmm.. I wonder which of my brother's friends were they talking bout.. lol

my dear grand daughter... please try harder.. LOL

The oh-so-cute nurul.. camera women for the day...

We HAVE to take a pic with each other... enuff said..

These are the culprits who made the skrew on one side of the swing loosen.. LOL

Notice how nurul is always in the center... lol

the onli pic of my in this baju.. and the ONLY pic of my bitch SHABIR! lol

i feel like the lamp giving off light to the rest... lol...

thanks for coming my darlings!

Happy Belated DIWALI ya'll!!!

2007-11-12T23:34:00.000-08:00

BLOGSPOT IS BEING A BITCH! IT DOES NOT WANT TO UPLOAD ALL MY PRETTY PICS! AND COZ OF THAT YOU WILL HAVE TO WAIT TILL THE WEEKENDS TILL I'M FREE TO READ MY BLOG!! HUMPT!!!

2007-10-30T01:22:00.000-07:00

I've abandoned my blog for farrrr too long.. school is getting more and more messed up as each day passes.. but i have my darlings to look forward to! * huge ass silly grin* OH the DRAMA i tell u.. I feel like give some of my classmates bitch slaps.. freaking annoying!

The past is back to haunt me.. I dont know what to do.. There's only so much that I can ignore...

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel...

2007-10-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

My house is MAN-less now... Dad's in China.. Bro left for Thailand today... Try living in a house with 4 females all pms-sy... THATS IT MAN!!! Dooms day!!!!!

oooooo shopping every weekend!! I LIKE IT!!!

2007-10-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

Dooms day is nearing......

Tsk.. Tsk.. Tsk... So much DRAMA for such a small thing. Bloody hell.. WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO TELL US TO QUIT? U TELL ME NOW U TELL ME! EH YOU PAYING MY FEE IS IT? HELLO! MY PARENTS PAYING MY FEES OK. so just sit at a coner and shut the hell up! so what if you are older??? We are ALL in the same level so we are all EQUAL!! U GET IT!!!

PARTY POOPER.. bleh.....

freaking angry these day.. can getting very very sarcarstic.. if any of you have a problem with me being this way, I dont give two hoots about it! Anyway who crosses my way gets it from me.. I dont care if I like you or not.. annoy me and that's it....

PMS on the way.....

Drama all around me... I'M SICK OF ALL THIS. Damn.. Every-freaking-where I go I'm confrotned with DRAMA-MAMAS... I feel itchy.. sorry I'm allergic to losers...

stupid bak kua and fatty fly is getting on my LAST nerves... %&%$#^#$%*&

LIKE WHATEVER LAH!!!!!

2007-10-15T05:20:00.000-07:00

*sings* iiiiiiiiiiii fell in love with the Dj Dj. Sneaking 'round the back door banging 'til we hear somebody sayin "ooh oo oh"

lol.. not that i fell in love a Dj or anything... this song has been stuck in my head for a long time! And thanks to my London Monkey, i finally have the song!! Wheeeeeeeeee=]

School has been pretty slack.. I HAVE NOOOO IDEA WHAT MOST OF THE TOPICS ARE TALKING ABOUT.... Tutors think they are actually bullet trains.. speeding through everything.. When one of them was asked to slow down know what the reply was?? "but we are going to finish already.." what the hell what is the point of rushing through the whole chapter just so you can look good saying that u did one whole chapter in 1 1/2 hours when NONE of ur students understand a single word u say? you tell me.. TELL ME.. TELL ME NOW!!!! dumbass...

oh oh.. now thanks to cindy, pat and me... blue-tac is now tagged as R-21.. lol damn whatever lah.. its our onli entertainment when we cant be bothered to listen to what the tutors have to say....

OkaYzzzzz Ish wIll gO OfF nOw horXxx.. keKEx!^.^v

*flips hair* whatever... lol

thisispromiseyou

2007-10-10T05:00:00.000-07:00

I'M SOOOOO EXCITED!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee=]

Only coa hari raya in like this week, and that only means 1 more month to Deepavali!!! Which means 2 things: shopping Shopping SHOPPING and sadly cleaning!!!!!

I love shopping at IKEA for anything! just walking around IKEA makes me high lah!! lol All the pretty pretty glasses, candles, carpets, bed spreads and lights!!! *faints* I LIKE!

Then there's shopping for clothes and accessories!! HOW NOT TO LOVE YOU TELL ME?!? I cant wait for tuesday man!! Cindy, Pat, Tina and I going to little india!!! Eh you all dont bluff me ok!! must go!!!!! lol we'll shop shop shop till we drop!!!! CINDY.. u must buy panjabi suit for my open house ok!!!!! LOL wheeeeeeeeeeeee.. Indians unite.. LOL ok whateverrrrrrr...

but i'm sooooo not looking forward to the cleaning part!!!!! *looks at bro* one man job ok atta!!! lol

ok school is leaving me brain dead recently.... bloody 3 hr lectuers everytime... sian-ness.. lol

loveme.dreamofme.LOL

2007-10-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

It's not 11:52pm... and i'm still not sleeping... reason: i slept from 2 to 6pm just now!! MUAHAHAHA....

bored out of my mind... why lizards tend to give out very scary sounds?Dont laugh OK!!! it's freaking scary when u are the only one awake the onli the sreen light on... ok sooo random...

eh.. my IQ is 101.... cindy cindyyyy... how much you got??????? lol ok lah i dont be sooo sad ok... i love my 77 IQ CINDY!!!! i love pat and tina too... I LOVE MY BESTIES IDA AND FIFAH MOST!!! muah muah... haahahaha...

one week of school just went by with a snap of the finger.. And NOT surprisingly i already have 3 projects to do.... OH HAPPY DAYS.... First week was a game of "who gets to sit infront" lol woke up like 3 hrs before sch start just so i can chope place infront...

IF NOT I WONT BE ABLE TO HEAR ANY OF WHAT MY TUTORS HAVE TO SAY I TELL YOU!!!!

ok *flips hair* whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrr

byebye

2007-10-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

Friday was a big disappointment.. ALL those how said were going to be there DID NOT turn up!!! Hhhhhhhhhh....... Anywaaaaaayyyy.. Met Yeeling, Yiwen, Fifah, Joy and Rinah at the control station.. walked to Arab street's Zam Zam.. Had FANTASTIC murtabak!!!! the SARDINE.... OMG... *drools*..

Was all stuffed with food... decided to go to Clarke Quay.. fifa had to go off to the hospital to visit her granny. Called ida to meet us there...*someone got bursary seh* lol

We sat at the stairs there... got no barricads... I kept on thinking of my own Final Destinations scene... lol like how i would accidentally fall into the water and drown.. and all that crap.. My mind is messed-up like that.. LOL

walked to the other side of clarke quay... where all the clubs and pubs were... I tell u CLINIC is like soooo cute lah.. all the hospital beds and wheelchairs used as siiting area... and the bartenders were dressed as surgeons.. lol I abit suaku ar... dont mind... lol

Watched the bungy singapore again.. then train-ed home...

it's becoming a ritual...lol

MY MINAH!! *I'll glue it back for u*

local tourist.

my new instant pose...

See what i mean....

Notice how in my pic the gap is VERYYY minimal but in ida's pic.. there is SOOO MUCH gap.. LOL

reflections... timing was just nice... once this was taken the train zoomed in.. lol

Yeeling siad: see.. she wear soo nice then sit like this.. LOL.... Yiwen ahpek!! lol

The Phantom Of The Opera part 2!

LOL ok i'm done!!!!!

next outing!!! CANNOT WAITTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!