Sunday, November 29, 2009
6:37 AM
Yup. I know. Dont have to tell me a thing. I have been MIA to most of me loved ones. It's like I've signed my soul to my work. I havent had a nightmare free/non-work related dream in a long while. Thus I havent been sleeping much. I kinda wanna break down and cry myself a river the moment I reach home in the whee hours of the morning. I think I might be going crazy. I may be anorexic (not by choice). I lost 10kg in a month-_-. I feel out of touch with my family. Which is the worst part of it all. I am home sick even when I'm at home. I have lost touch with nearly all my friends if it wasnt for my birthday recently. It's like being a living dead doll.. You're alive.. but completely shut off inside. Kinda hate the situation I'm in right now. Lose - Lose situation.
You better stop accusing me of ignoring you guys because I DONT HAVE A FREAKING CHOICE NOW DO I!
All I can say is that I Is Counting Down To August 17.
Till Then. Goodbye For Now.
Sujitha.
