Friday, June 12, 2009
8:57 AM
You do something wrong. It's deemed wrong. You do something right. It's still deemed wrong.It's a never ending cycle of well.. pretty much everything.
Ah.. Someone dear to me commented that I've been a very angry women the pass few months.. Well.. My answer to that.. So what? I have my moments too.
I cant be all fake and say nothings bringing me down. I cant lie to myself and say everything will be ok. I cant be like the rest and pretend that everything will always and forever be the same.
Reality check. It's Sooo Not. I take a long ass time to forget all that i'm angry for. Thats cause I'm someone who bottles up all my anger till I cant hold on any longer. And thats when I go full out. Things that annoyed/angered/pissed me off 11 months ago would be brought back. Its not healthy for me. But heh.. Thats just who I am.
Xoxo..
Suji