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9:21 PM After a good Holiday shopping and all reality sets in: I STILL DONT HAVE A JOB FOR ATTACHMENT!

I am reeeeeally nervous and bummed out. To top it all off, No one seems to understand. They dont realize what I'm going through and they dont seem to care..

What if I dont get a job at all. I dont pass.. I dont graduate!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ok i have noooooooooooo mood to blog.. Bahhhhhhhhhhhhh

3:17 AM Hello Earthlings..

1 More Day and It's GOODBYE Shatec!! Wheeeee... I Like It! In fact I LOVE it!

How has my CHANGE been coming along you ask? Well, This week I've planned out a route for my Jog-A-Briskwalk. The WHOLE OF LAKESIDE! From my house, pass the Church, cross the road, pass the Esso, walk toward the police acadamy or whatever that is, pass the condo.. cross the long road.. walk towards lakeside MRT, pass lakeside MRT, cross over to lakeside park, go all the walk till you reach Tang Dynasty Carpark, walk out of the carpark, go to the main road and walk/jog all the way back to my house!

Let me tell you that the feeling is sooooo shiok!!! I thought I would be lazy and not wanna go the second time.. The first time Iwnet was with denise and it just happened to me raining.. But I was shocked that I actually liked it..

Like seriously.. I was looking forward to 7pm the whole day today! Cause thats what time I normally start..

And for those who can keep up their speed while brisk walking.. I STRONGLY recommend you listen to Insomnia by Craig David while brisk walking and keep to the tempo of that song... Good Shit I tell you!

Ok it's 6.30 now.. Gonna get ready now! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Xoxo
Suji

8:57 AM

10:00 PM After seeing the Gates of Heaven when I did the intensive skipping, I saw the Gates of Hell yesterday when I went jogging with my brother ytd.. Seriously.

We brisk walked from my house to the connector beside Hong Kah Sec, we both jogged all the way to the other end and thats when my messed up breathing system kicked in.. So he continued to jog while i brisk walked back.. My bro jogged 7 rounds while I brisk walked 6 rounds. Now my ass hurts like a mothercow..

I shall weigh myself tmr and let you know if there's been any improvement.. Or lack thereof (shudders)! LOL

ok Gotta go do some essays!

Xoxo
Suji

7:11 AM You can say I'm disappointed. Yes. You can say I expected it. Yes. You can say I'm shocked. No.

You went ahead and fooled yourself. All of you. You. You and yes, you. *screams* I have had enough of these type of species. I Am Done!

My Motto from now on: I wont give a damn about anything. I still have the few who I talk to everyother day. I value them more then ever now. To the rest who come to me only when you have a problem/ need help/ need advice/ need someone to follow you/ need someone to accompany you cos no one else would/ need me to support you in any activites, you can go skrew yourself.

Friendship should be valued in Quality NOT Quantity.. It doesnt matter how long you know the person. Its how well you know the person and what you do to keep that friendship going strong and not waiting for SOMEONE else to do it for you.

Up till now.. I felt bad over everything thats slowly happening.. But, as of Now..I Dont Give A Shit.

You know where to find me.. I cant hurt ya'll even though ya'll hurt me.. Me responding to you is a WHOLE other story.


Last week was the start of my Change. But the cramps hurt like mothercow.. So Today is like the Start all over again.. I did 20 mins of intensive skipping.. I thought I saw the gates of heaven(disco balls and all). Tough shit okay! omg..

So yes.. This is what i did today.. Small steps people.

xoxo
Suji

1:41 AM I can finally breath properly. I was all queasy and puk-ish the whole of Sunday and Monday. All thanks to my interview with Jurong Bird Park. You guys know I have like extreme imagination.. SO you all should know ah.. What kind of things were running through my head..

On Monday I woke up like after just 5 mins of sleep cos of all the tossing and turning.. sweating like a pig the whole day.. Feeling puk-ish the whole time.. My bro was being a saint for fetching me from school to the park and back home..

Once I got out of the interview I got my life back.. I could actually speak in full sentences again!! LOL

Overall I think I did good.. I was pleased with myself..

Cos I didnt eat anything in the morning or the afternoon(not cos I am on a crash diet, cos I had no time and was too nervous to keep anything down) , my stomach was growling the whole time I was out. You know Taman Jurong got drive-thru right.. I beggggged my brother to drive thru so i could like order nuggets...

Just when he said "CANNOT FATTTTT" I was like OMG YAR!!! I'M ON MY MISSION! And I'm sooo proud I asked him to head right home!!! *pats self*. So I went home, had wholemeal bread with peanut butter and a cup of orange juice.. Mind you this was all I had to eat from 9am to 5pm.

Watched Simpson's and then went for a Walk-a-jog.. Not too bad.. Ok I was BAD! I could not jog for even 5 mins!! but i did manage to break a sweat.. I felt like all those Indian aunties going for brisk walking when people my age or younger and even the older ones were zooming past me... But I dont care.. I will be able to do that one day.. Just not today..

So yes.. I was telling behhh (ida) that the first step to loosing weight is to admitting your real weight. And I am going to do this now!!!

The only reason I'm doing this is because if i just keep it to myself I might eventually give up on the whole idea.. So putting all this here and for everyone who is anyone to read will make me do something about it.. I will try to put up daily progress on what i'm doing and stuff like that..

What I'm going to do now is squeezing every drop of courage out of me.. So if you are disgusted, appalled, shocked or whatever with my weight.. I DONT CARE. Just dont diss me or leave a fat joke about it for me to see... Cos i've heard every fat joke there is for the past 19 years of my life.. thanks

Ok so ytd After I too a shower I went on the scale..... And my weight is..........................................................................




90kg. Funny thing is, When I went for my checkup before i entered shatec I weight 91kg or something.. So At least I maintained and didnt put on weight for 2 years -_- LOL

So yes.. There you go...

Oh yes! what I had to eat for today.. 6-inch Subway Sandwhich YUMMMMEHHHHHHHHH.

XOXO,
suji