Sunday, May 31, 2009
7:31 AM
Looked through old pics of mine.. And I have decided.. I will go on a diet as of tmr.... I will try to change my lifestyle. This is not for anyone but MYSELF.. I'm sick of feel unhealthy.. And I'm not saying I am going to be a work out fanatic.. But I will try to do some brisk walking cos god knows I cannot run/jog for nuts now..
I can soooo imagine my brother going: "OH MY GOD YOU ACTUALLY WANNA GO WORK OUT?? SATU HARI JE." Confirm one.. This is excatly what he will say.
My Goals.
1) To reduce and hopefully stop my snacking habbits.
2) To overcome my fear of sweating.
3) To go for a walk/jog at least 3 days a week.
4) To eat smaller portions.
5) To reduce my tummy.
6) To reduce my ass and hips.
7) To get healthy.
8) To look good in the many sarees I bought today.
I hope I have the motivation and drive I need. WHICH IS ALOT!!!!!
Change Has Come.
xoxo
suji
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
8:36 AM
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
Thought you said you changed. Thought you said you be there. Thought you promised. Thought you were for real. Realized you didnt change. Realized you werent going to be there. Realized you made empty promises. Realized you were fake.Heres to you.. Little Mr Confused.Xoxo Suji
Saturday, May 23, 2009
6:56 AM
Retro anyone? Friday was somewhat the last day of school lesson wise.. another month and its sayonara Shatec!! Cant say that I'll miss anything. Nope. I leave behind all the drama, all the backstabbing and all the trash talk and take with me the one thing I came to shatec for. My cert. Wont be getting that till next year but hey! hopwfully I get an internship where I wont have to see anyone from my class..
Till then, much love to the loved ones... meet ups anyone? *knock knock*
XOXO Suji
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
2:18 AM
In The Night, I Hear Them Talk
The Coldest Story Ever Told
Somewhere Far Along This Road He Lost His Soul
To A Women So Heartless.
They Dont Know What We've Been Through
They Dont Know Bout Me And You.
How Could You Be So Heartless.
Xoxo,
Suji