Saturday, March 15, 2008
8:58 PM
Please dont worry about me, I' fineOnly going to play the fool one time. They ask me how I'm doing. I reply them, I'm fine=]. Only god knows I'm lying.
Dead inside, fake outside.
How many blows can one person take?
I know I've had enough of all this crap.
The more I hope for, the more I'm let down.
The more I hurt myself.
The more I feel like shit.
The more I have to pretend I'm ok.
The more I have to act as if I dont care.
The more I have to lie about what's going on.
The more I have to cry myself to sleep.
The more I have nightmares.
The more I lay awake in bed.
I've had enough. I need a break. I need to focus. I need some 'ME' time. I'm done pleasing everyone else. Can someone please me?
I'm too fly to be depressed.Labels: ooommmmmmmmm shanti.