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4:52 AM I promised myself I wouldn't blog till AFTER my exams.. But problems around me are forcing me to do otherwise. Seriously, seriously, seriously sick of all the drama popping up. Like S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y!!!!!

Yes, we know now that we left you out. Yes, we understand how you feel. Yes, we now you are hurt thus blaming anyone and everyone for it. But seriously, the truth for you not being invited was that we actually forgot about you. No one is to blame. It's just that every other time we go out, you don't seem to be there. You always seem pre-occupied. It just became a pattern... Our bad. We made a mistake. That does not give you the right to make us sound like we abandon you as a friend. Or make us sound like we hate you or something. That is just wrong.

No matter what you wanna say Yeeling, WE do NOT take friendship lightly. We never have. We never will. This friendship matters to me soo much you have no idea. So dont make this go away. I'm sick of always hearing and trying to solve problems within out group.. CAN WE NOT HAVE SUCH PETTY THINGS IN OUT GROUP ANYMORE? LIKE SERIOUSLY. Arent you all sick of it too?

The only way we can get over this is for ALL of us to learn to not hold grudges against one another.. It's that simple. Make a mistake. Talk about it once or twice. Learn from it. Forget about it and MOVE ON! Now isnt that simple..

So, if you think we deliberately outcasted you, Yeeling, we are sorry. I have nothing more to say. There is nothing else to explain. This is the truth. Take it or leave it.

peace.

Labels: the truth and nothing but the truth

5:04 AM Ok I know I said I wont be blogging anymore. But this is just too good or bad (you'll find out later) to ignore.

Labels: Doom's day has arrived my friend

4:00 AM Exams suck the life out of me. Seriously. They do. No seriously. They do. See. I have no life now. And I cant believe you are actually still reading this. That means you either don't have a life, like me. OR.. You are just bored out of your mind, like Ida. LOL!

Well, ANYWAYYYY! Exams will be over next week and all Shatec students will enjoy 1 pathetic week of holiday before we return to the hell hole we call school. Pffft. Dont get me wrong, I'm grateful to be in Shatec. But all the drama-mamas are getting to me. It seems that no matter how much you try to pull yourself away from them, they always manage to hang on you like a leech. It's kinda sad really.

So as I was saying before I side-tracked, I WILL BE FREE FROM NEXT FRIDAY ONWARDS. Anyone who wants to have plans with me please let me know. I WANT TO BE BUSY FROM DAY TO NIGHT, AND NOT BE STAYING AT HOME. Please lah, you have to understand that holidays in Shatec is like a begger getting a MILLION BUCKS! So yeah.. msg me, email me, msn me,f'ster msg me, facebook msg me or whatever!!! I DO NOT WANT TO STAY AT HOME DURING MY HOLIDAYS!

till then, the princess-sy one will be rotting under piles of notes. If you dont hear from me call the police.. I might have been choked to death by my notes or something.. Ok that was stupid..

BYE till friday sweeties!!

Labels: rants bout exams, ROARRRRRRRR

7:18 AM Daaaaammm deeeee daaaaammm deeeeeee daaaaammmmmmmm

Coco you are sooooo hot.. *faints* *grins like a goofy teenager* lol

8:58 PM Please dont worry about me, I' fine
Only going to play the fool one time.

They ask me how I'm doing. I reply them, I'm fine=]. Only god knows I'm lying.
Dead inside, fake outside.
How many blows can one person take?
I know I've had enough of all this crap.
The more I hope for, the more I'm let down.
The more I hurt myself.
The more I feel like shit.
The more I have to pretend I'm ok.
The more I have to act as if I dont care.
The more I have to lie about what's going on.
The more I have to cry myself to sleep.
The more I have nightmares.
The more I lay awake in bed.

I've had enough. I need a break. I need to focus. I need some 'ME' time. I'm done pleasing everyone else. Can someone please me?

I'm too fly to be depressed.

Labels: ooommmmmmmmm shanti.

5:12 AM

Labels: my love.

6:20 AM Have you ever felt like going up to that person who made you so pissed and just screaming your lungs out right in their faces?

Well, I've been feeling like this and imagining that scene for the pass two weeks. I'm going to be frank here, you see I have a very messed up class. A day is never called a day if there isnt any gossip. There HAS to be gossip. Never mind if the gossip is real or fake. It's getting really shitty to go to school nowadays, cos all you see around you is gossip being passed around. Eyes watching your every move, your every reaction.

No one can be trusted. Not even the teachers (P&C my arse). It really makes you wonder who your real friends are. Friends. What does that even mean in my class? hmm. More like just classmates.

The only two sane ones I have left are my darling Cindy and Patricia. They are the ones I look forward to see when I step into school. They are the ones who make classes suck abit less.

Wondering what happened to the 3rd name? Well our dear friend/foe decided to be the true bitch that she is. You can tell the WHOLE world that we ignored you cos WE were jealous that YOU were spending time with your BF. But wait. PUH-LEASE. Dont send yourself to greater heights yet. I have something to tell you. Let's start shall we:

1) Can you tell me the dates and the places we went to together?
Ans: 26 Nov 2007, Fish & Co, Changi Airport. and 30 Jan 2008, Secret Recipe, PS. And it was only for mine and Cindy's B'day. Were you ever with us any other time? *thinks long and hard* I DONT THINK SO.

2) How many times have you even chatted with me on msn?
Ans: twice. and both was regarding project matters.

3) How long was our last Phone conversation?
Ans: HECK! I've never even talked to you over the phone before.

4) How much do you know about me?
Ans: You dont even know how many siblings I have.

5) How many times have I talked to you when only the two of us were present?
Ans: never. I realize I never talk to you UNLESS cindy and pat were there.

So my dear, You can see for yourself. You were never close to us from the start. Even thought I joined the group later I was welcomed. But YOU were the "ORIGINAL" ones. Even so, you never 'clicked'/'gel well' with us. And this was even when we were on good terms. So don't go around telling people that we started ignoring you cos of your freaking bf. We have more interesting things happening in our lives to get upset over ur, as you put it, "oh so handsome wonderful BF". Oh man.. I SO BEG TO DIFFER

You know for a fact that you skrewed up the presentation. And that you didnt contribute any useful info to the group. Dont tell me you were surprised that they graded you down? Do you actually think they are fools? You slack like a pig while I know how hard they worked just to cover the 3 lazy asses, YOU really think you would get the full marks? Are you really THAT STUPID or are you just plain RETARDED? Choose one.

Dont get all smart and try to fire back at us. We are still being our nice selves. Dont let us show you the bitch in us. Trust me. You will crumble.

Labels: friends to foes, You should be ashamed of yourself